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School sucks

My digital alarm blinks continuously with the numbers
6:15
I turn it off knowing that if I don't wake up I'll be late for first period.
I slip on my favorite cardigan under a white t-shirt. Then my high waisted shorts, after that some white vans that take hell to keep white.
I curl my hair and grab my book bag, phone, headphones and run out the door.
Fuck
My bus is already leaving.
I sprint as fast as I can until I reach the back of the bus. I finally make it, out of breath, I pat on the back door twice. hoping that the bus driver will notice me.
Nope, not a flinch.
Thankfully a student notices me and informs the driver about me.
The bus slows down and takes a complete stop.
I enter through the front and head straight to the back, where I usually go
I take my head phones out of book bag and click on the fallout boy radio on pandora. Still out of breathe I try not to make it noticeable. As my music plays loudly I feel a slight tap on my right shoulder. I look to the right and see the student that made the bus driver aware of me, Brian. I take out one ear bud from my right ear
"Hi Brian, thanks for letting the bus driver now about that incident.." I say quietly but still loud enough for it to be audible.
Brian- oh no problem about that! How was your morning?
me- it was okay, thanks for asking.. Well obviously it wasn't okay.
Brian- that's good, well I'll leave you listening to your music!
I slowly put my right ear bud back in
NEW KIK MESSAGE
Colin- good morning lovely!
Me- good morning Colin, why I never asked how you look?
I'm really hoping he's not some 40 year old perv hiding behind a phone screen.
Colin- oh okay! One picture coming up.
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Colin's point of view
Oh no what if she doesn't like how I look? What if this one picture screws everything up? Well what if she thinks I'm cute? Who am I kidding, im absolutely disgusting. She's so gorgeous and I'm just..im just gonna send it.
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Faith's point of view
NEW KIK IMAGE
Wow, he's so..wow.
Blue eyes
Brown hair
His smile
Me- you're really..wow
Did I really just send that?
Colin- wow in a bad way or a good way?
Me- great way..
What is wrong with me?
Colin- really? I think your wow but I didn't know that you thought I was wow and I'm gonna shut up now.
As we type away my bus comes to a stop
Me- I have to get to class, bye goofball
I'm such a dork
I head to first period all happy and giddy, thinking of Colin, still with my headphones in. I ignore everything around me. I feel like I'm walking on clouds, and then suddenly I find myself tumbling on the floor, scuffing my white vans. I turn away from the cement walk way and look up to see Zoe Spalding. This bitch again..
Zoe- "oh sorry I didn't see you there" she reaches out her arm offering to help me up, I look up at her, confused. She's never this nice? I reach out my arm anyways. She picks me up close to her face and whispers in my ear
"No littering on campus"
She lets go of my arm and I feel my head banging on the cold cement ground, she comes closer and spits on face. She laughs. Her group of friends walk away but one stays and laughs in my face. "Get it? Because you're worthless trash!"
She catches up with her cackling friends. I run to the bathroom and check if everyone is out of it.
All clear.
I dump my book bag out on the bathroom counter
Phone
Text books
Planner
Charger
Ahah, my razor
I take the silver blade and run it across my good-for-nothing skin. I see the blood run across my arm. The pain satisfies me, only for a little while.
Suddenly I hear the bathroom door open.
Shit.
I have to move quick.
~_depressed_disney_