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BURN.

FAITHS P.O.V.

Did I mess things up this time?

No..Yes? I don't know anymore! Maybe he is better off without me..He'll probably forget about me in a couple of days...HE'LL PROBABLY FORGET ABOUT ME IN A COUPLE OF DAYS.

Tears fall from my cheeks, one by one. Soon to become a waterfall of sadness. I don't even know why I try anymore. Why am I still here?

I slump myself over next to the mirror and stare.

"You are a worthless, scrawny, cowardly, disappointment to humanity." I say to myself as everybody's crucial words come back to mind and tear me down.

I open the left drawer of my bathroom to find some matches. I've never tried burning before..but what the heck, I have nothing to lose. I strike the wooden match up against the rough skin of the box and satisfaction fills my brain as the binding agent flickers into a small fire. I start to bring the match towards my wrist and as soon as the fire hits my bare skin, I scream out in pain and throw the match. I try again due to the resulting of too little pain, this time I slowly swipe the stick across my wrist and the pain gets worse and worse but I like it. I need it. I deserve it.

I see the door creaking open and I quickly store everything back in its original place. I thought I locked the door?

"Um, Faith..Are you okay?" Jerrica stutters

"I'm fine, can you please go." I reply with teary eyes, but without looking directly at her.

"Are you sure? W-We can go if you want." Jerrica said in sympathy.

"I don't want to hold you back from anything...we can stay if you want." Please say no, please say no.

"We can leave. I'm sorry for what I did to you, I don't know why I'm friends with that bitch Jillian." Jerrica apologizes as she looks over at my scarred wrist. "You are better than this, you know? You don't have to do this to yourself...Lets go."

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JERRICA'S P.O.V.

The ride on the way home was completely silent, the only noise was Faiths faint music that slightly peeped out from her Iphone headphones. I really am sorry about what happened and I feel terrible and I wish she could see that. I hate how she harms herself, it kills me inside.

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AUTHORS NOTE

Sorry that this is a short chapter..again..but at least it was longer than the last chapter! Love you guys, and thanks for sticking with me <3

~_depressed_disney_