Colin's point of view
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Me- Faith are you there?
Great, I scared off the only girl that I liked since...Victoria..I take a big gulp holding back tears.
I walk over to my desk and grab my razor. I know I promised I wouldn't do this anymore but I just can't help it. I take the razor and run it across my skin, the pain feels so satisfying. The blood drips down my flannel sleeve and I plug in my headphones and listened to In the end- black veil brides on a loop. I lay down with my music on blast. I wanna fucking die. I don't want to die, I just don't want to exist.
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Faith's point of view
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Mr.Baudin- "you can get your phone back at the end of the school day Ms.Angelis."
I sigh and walk back to my seat and open my text book.
I feel a slight tap on my left shoulder, I slowly turn around and its Brian..again
He is actually really cute but we have nothing in common.
Brian-"h-hi Faith"
Me- "hey Brian"
Brian- "I-I...never mind..I'm sorry for wasting your time."
Me- "are you sure Brian?"
Brian- "yeah. I'm sorry."
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Brian's point of view
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Faith- "it's okay.."
Gosh she's so pretty. Her light brown eyes, her brown hair. She probably doesn't even notice me. I wish I could just tell her that I like her.
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Colin's point of view
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I hear the front door open and my mom talking on her Bluetooth to her business partner...Again. Even though my music is still booming I can still hear my mom arguing against how there should be a burgundy carpet instead of a violet one. I take my headphones off and slump myself down stairs to greet my mom.
"Hey mom, how was your day?"
I say as I'm walking towards the fridge to grab an apple
"No no no, I want the yellow fabric chair on the far left from the sofa!" She says still on her Bluetooth and ignoring me.
"I hate life and I hate myself and I've been cutting since Jr. High."
I say realizing that she is not going to notice what I'm saying anyways.
"We're you talking sweetie?" She says as if she cared to listen to my problems.
"You know what, my phone is dying can you get my charger from my room?" She says before I can say anything
"Yeah, sure"
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Faith's point of view
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Finally it's the end of the day and I can get my phone back. I walk up to the front office with my headphones in.
"Umm, I'm here to take my phone back.." I say quietly
"I'm sorry but we don't have any phones up here at the moment."
The dull office lady replies
"Um, are you sure that there is no white iPhone for Faith Angelis?!" I snap back quickly
"The only phone that was here today was picked up by a 'Zoe Spalding'"
Are you fucking kidding me.
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Teen FictionA suicidal teen who..kinda..falls in love with an internet friend, the distance doesn't matter for these two, but one day something goes..well..a bit unexpected.|| TRIGGER WARNING||