Stop Playing Me

~16~

Me and Tayler got out of the car and so did Blake but he had to get his bags from the trunk while me and Tayler went inside I left the door open not all the way just unlocked so Blake didn't have to use his key to get in I walked into the kitchen and saw every one there so I walked to the fridge and grabbed a water bottle and handed one to Tayler

Ashley:hey have you guys seen Jaden

Noah:I haven't seen him since you left

Bryce:I saw him in the living room

Ashley:ok thank you guys

I walked to my room with Tayler following me and I opened my door and turned on the light and I dropped my stuff off and Tayler left his stuff in his car so he didn't have anything

Ashley:imma go see where Jaden is ok

Tayler:ok want me to come with you

Ashley:nah I'm ok you can turn on the TV if you want and you know where the snacks are incase you get hungry

Tayler:ok thanks ash

I walked out of my room and I walked to the main living room and nobody was in there so I walked back to my room and I went to Jaden's room and I didn't hear anyone so I knocked to see if he was there and I didn't hear anything and I knocked again nothing so I opened the door slowly and when I opened it my heart felt like it was being shattered into pieces I saw Jaden and mads kissing I know your probably saying like it's just a kiss no it's not just a kiss I lost my virginity to this man I've had sex with him I've ughhh why am I so stupid

Ashley:oh I'm sorry

Mads:what the fuck bitch

Jaden:Ashley your back

Ashley:umm I'll go

Jaden:no Ashley

I walked out of the room my voice cracking with ever word I said tear pouring down my eyes as I walked down the hall to my room I walked into my room and I walked into my bathroom closing it behind me why could I be so fucking stupid maybe it was on accident no how could this possibly be on accident god this is why I never fall for anyone I heard a knock on the door

Tayler:hey ash it's me Tayler you ok

Ashley:yeah I'm f-ine

Tayler:you don't sound fine open the door

Ashley:no I'm ok

Tayler:ash open the door please

I got up from sitting on the floor and I unlocked the door so he can open it and I just sat down on the floor again he opened it and closed it and sat down next to me

Tayler:ash what happened

Ashley:remember how I told you how I been like spending more time with Jaden

Tayler:yeah what's up

Ashley:well I just saw him kissing mads

Tayler:what the fuck

Ashley:I know and the worst thing is that I lost my virginity to him

Tayler:really ash how come you never told me

Ashley:I haven't told anyone and ever since that day we've been cuddling and having more you know what and it like he doesn't care about my feelings like I understand were not together but still

Tayler:oh ash don't cry he's no worth you tears and I feel you

Ashley:why am I never perfect for anyone

Tayler:you are Ashley you just need to fine the right guy

Ashley:mhm I just wish this never happened

Tayler's pov

I'm sitting on the bathroom room floor with Ashley crying into my chest about Jaden kissing mads and she told me about how she lost her virginity to Jaden which at first I knew she was a virgin cause she told me but she never told me about losing it and I don't think many people tell there friends but I feel bad for her she's literally being used for what for nothing

On the other hand I really want to tell her how I feel about her ever since I met her there was something different about her but I can't tell her that right now it would crush her like how it fucking crushed her when she freaking saw that shawn Mendez biography she was crying for hours it's was cute but also funny she's like literally in love with him I'm not gonna like his music is amazing so releases from the hug I have her in and she looks at me and give me a weak smile

Ashley:you wanna stay over

Tayler:how about you come with me

Ashley:you sure

Tayler:yeah

Ashley:ok let me go tell Blake

Tayler:ok go tell him

Ashley's pov

I got up from the floor and opened my door and I walked out of my bathroom and my room and down the hall to Blake's room his door was open so I peaked my head in his room and he was on his phone laying across from his bed he looked up cause he was asleep I think so he lifted him head up and he fixed himself so he was laying across the bed so I walked in

Ashley:hey Blake

Blake:hey ash What's up

Ashley:I'm going with Tayler back to the compound

Blake:like a sleep over

Ashley:yeah

Blake:why tho it's fine you go but I just wanna know

Ashley:just to spend time with him

Blake:ok please be careful text or call me if you need anything ok

Ashley:ok I love you

Blake:love you too

I gave him a hug and I kissed his head and closed the door so he can sleep and when I turned around Tayler was standing there and he scared the shit out of me

Ashley:Tayler don't do that

Tayler:haha sorry I didn't mean to scare you,you ready

Ashley:um just left me pack

We walked by jadens room and I heard moans and Tayler rapped him arm around my shoulder so I buried my head into his chest as we walked back to my room why is Jaden doing this to me after all that has happened we me and him and now he's first kissed mads and is now fucking her God I hate guys so fucking much especially when they do this type of stuff but I'm going with Tayler to be with my and clear my mind