Stop Playing Me

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Tayler's pov

I can't believe Ashley just said that. This whole time from us dating I was just a fucking distraction to her. I knew all of this was because of Jaden all our arguments because of him. I kept it past me because I loved her. Seems like she didn't feel the same. I walked passed her and towards my car. Where she sobed for me. Telling me she was sorry and she didn't mean it. I know all of it is bullshit.

I got into my car and drove off tears in my eyes. After a while I get home and nate notices me but I just run up the stairs. I feel like a fucking little kid crying. These are emotions I didn't think I could have used. Sadness and anger build up into one emotion. I slammed the door from my room.

The way she didn't even hesitate when she told him everything. It's like I was just in her life not because she wanted me but because she needed me. She needed me to get rid of all her thoughts of Jaden. I took my suit off. I had already took my mask off in the car because I was crying. I changed into some decent clothes. I couldn't stop thinking about what she said. I sat on the floor throwing my head back in anger. I'm done with her. I never want to speak with her again.

Ashley's pov

I closed the door of my room and I slid down the door. Crying and taking a sip of the alcohol. I know he's going to want to talk to me anymore. I understand that because I was the one who fucked it up. Everything I do no matter what it is I seem to fuck it up. And I know I keep thinking that but it's true.

I woke up the next day not remembering much. After taking a few sips of the tequila I blacked out. I decided to get up of course I couldn't really walk. My legs were wobbly as hell and I was falling everywhere. I was going to change but instead I landed on my bed. I left the bottle on the floor. I heard a knock at my door but couldn't say hear. I felt my face stiffened by the dry tears.

???: Ashley are you okay

I couldn't really tell who it was. I was that fucking drunk and a bit hung over but mostly still drunk.

???: Ashley open the door

See I would get up and open the door I just can't. I just laid there not helpless but I just couldn't move because every time I seemed to move my whole head would hurt.

???: were coming in

I felt the wind from the door open. We? Who is we? I heard my name being called and my body being shakes. Then I passed out.

Jadens pov

It's finally morning. I didn't sleep all day. I don't understand why I didn't. I don't know if it's what happened yesterday or what Ashley said. In a way I do feel bad because I was trying to make her jealous. I wanted to see her reaction if I brought a girl and I did. She gave me an expression of jealously

The question that stayed in my head all night was is Tayler really a distraction? Or did she just say that so I could stay. I walked out of my room and into the kitchen.  I sas Bryce on one of the stools. I guess him and I were the only ones up.

Bryce: good morning

Jaden: morning

Bryce: how did you sleep?

Jaden: I actually didn't sleep

Bryce: why?

Jaden: I couldn't stop thinking about last night

Bryce: yeah it's sad

Jaden: yeah but can I say something

Bryce: sure

Jaden: last night I tried to make Ashley jealous

Bryce: I fucking knew it

Jaden: and it worked and some how I feel bad for her and Tayler

Bryce: they'll made up eventually

Jaden: I know I talked shit about Ashley but  I do feel bad a bit the way she reacted threw me off

Bryce: it threw us all off

Jaden: I'm just gonna go by the studio today

Bryce: alright be careful

Jaden: will do

Ashley's pov

I was slowly waking up again. My eyes flutter open as I see Amelie and Noah hovering over me. I felt a damp cloth on my forehead. Did I pass out? I closed my eyes and tears fell out.

Amelie: babe she's awake

Blake: hey ash you okay

Ashley: no I'm not okay

Vinnie: want to talk about last night

Noah: were all here to support you

Ashley: I fucked up

Noah: have you talked to Tayler

Ashley: no I only remember getting up from the floor and I made it onto the bed. I don't remember who opened the door but I guess I passed out because the last thing I felt was someone shaking my body.

Blake: that was me

Ashley: I just- I'm a fucking screw up

Blake: no your not

Ashley: oh I'm not so those words we're just rehearsed and ready to come out

Vinnie: look he's just trying-

Ashley: no Vinnie please stop trying your wasting your time on me so please I would like to be by myself please

Blake looked at me. Amelie wiped away my tears. Noah looked concerned for me as so did Vinnie but he looked like he wanted me to say more. I got under the covers and they all left. I felt alone and I know they were just hear but it's a different kind of alone.