Stop Playing Me

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After two hours of trying to contemplate what the fuck my dream meant. Hoping it didn't mean anything bad. Breaking up with Tayler is no where near my to-do list right now. Maybe it's just me subconscious messing with me right? I changed into some jeans and a graphic t-shirt and my vans. I got into my car. I'm currently driving to Tayler house because I need to talk to him. I didn't go last night and he's probably mad.

I get to the gate and press the button. Hearing nates voice coming from the speaker. Honestly glad it's him and not Tayler. I don't want to argue over a speaker. Sounds funny but it's weird. It's like I'm fighting with a fucking box.

Nate:Triller Compound who is it?

Ashley:hey nate it's Ashley Gray

Nate:oh hey ash I'll open the gates

Ashley:okay thanks nate

I waited about a minute for the whole gate to open. Anxiously tapping my finger on the steering wheel. I drove up the hill and parked in an empty spot. I grabbed my keys and got out of the car wondering what he might say to me? Still wondering why I had that dream last night. I closed my car door and walked towards the big glass door and knocked on them. I waited a couple seconds then I see nate open the door.

Nate:hey ash come in

Ashley:thank you

He moved aside and I stepped into the house. Looking around searching for Tayler. Nates closed the door and gave me a hug which I gladly returned.

Ashley:um where's Tayler

Nate:he's outside

Ashley:do you mind if I go out with him

Nate:oh my god ash not at all he's your boyfriend go

Ashley:okay thank you

I walked away from Nate. Slowly walking towards the door but keeping my pace steady. I opened the sliding door and steeped out making sure I closed it behind me. I started to walk out into the grass where I saw Tayler with chase and Markell.  I guess chase motioned Tayler to look at me because he pointed at me as I slowly walk over to them. For some reason Tayler look at me and was happy. He walked to me and wrapped his hands around my body giving me a hug. I hugged him back. I guess after all he isn't mad at me.

Tayler:are you okay?

Ashley:yeah I'm fine I'm sorry I didn't come last night I fell asleep on the couch snd didn't even know

Tayler:no it's okay I understand I had called Blake and asked him if you were okay because I stayed up waiting for you and he said you fell asleep after Vinnie left

Ashley:yeah I'm sorry please don't be mad

Tayler:why would I be mad? You're the one who should be mad at me for being a dick last night

Ashley:yeah I was but you just need to understand I don't like losing people that are in my life

Tayler:I know I didn't realize how important Jaden is to you not only as a roommate but as a friend as well

Ashley:yeah thanks for understanding

Tayler:your welcome ash

We let go of the hug and he kissed me which I did in fact kiss him back. On a way I'm glad he isn't mad at me. Instead he understood where my intentions with Jaden are coming from. Losing people in my life is the absolute worst for me. I know some people come and go and I understand that but I've known Jaden since 2017. That's about 6 years. Not a lot of friendships last that long and yeah even though we had sex and shit we got through it and became friends again.

That was until he found out about Tayler and I and he got fucking mad. So that is maybe one reason why I want to fix this. I don't want my friendship with Jaden to end. Tayler and I walked back inside as we were the only ones outside because chase and Markell walked inside while we were talking. I held his hand the whole way inside the house not letting go of him as he wouldn't let go of me.

He guided me towards the kitchen and opened the fridge grabbing two water bottles. He handed me on and that when he let go of my hand. He drank some of his water and so did I. He intertwined our fingers once more and walked towards and up the stairs with me following behind him.

He opened his door and we both stepped in and I closed it behind me. I spun me around and I looked into his eyes and all I could do was kiss him. I started to get heated because I pushed him on the bed and I got on top of him. It didn't get extremely heated like it has before but we just made out. After our make out session we watch a movie and decided to order Uber eats which was delicious. It was getting pretty late too so I decided to head home.