Stop Playing Me

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I ended up telling them and pouring out into tears. They both hugged me and I felt good. It's just something about a hug from a brother or two to make everything better. I told them I fucked up too and they even agreed. They understood that I don't need them to cuddle me into thinking what I did was okay because it wasn't. Blake still asked about the party and I agreed. I might not be feeling good mentally with everything today but a party is a good distraction from everything

At first he didn't think it was going to be a good idea since last time I got drunk and passed out but I told him I was going either way. I walk upstairs to my room and I walked in. I decided to start getting ready since the party is in 4 hours. It gives me enough time to do everything right. I turned the shower on and I heard my phone go off so I walked out the bathroom and checked my phone and it was Tayler texting me.

Tayler's message:
Ash I'm so sorry look what happened and what you saw is something I'm truly sorry about. I wasn't thinking and it a huge mistake. I don't know why I did it but like I said it was a distraction to get you out of my mind because what you did to me was fucking fucked up. I hate you for it. Just please forgive me. I promise it won't happen again. I'm going to a party tonight and I was wondering if we could talk there or I could pick you up?

I start crying again just reading the message. He sounds so fucking stupid. Why does he say sorry and then the next say he hates me? We should hate each other. I leave him on read and I just get in the shower. He's going to the same party as me ain't no fucking way I'm talking to him. I finally stopped crying and got out of the shower drying my body.

It's been three house and I'm finally ready. Tayler hasn't stopped blowing up my phone for the past hour. I just ignore him and continued getting ready. I'm wearing a tight shiny red dress that shows off my curves. I feel good even if my emotions are everywhere right now I feel good. There was a knock on the door I knew it was Blake so I grabbed my phone and opened it.

Blake: ready?

Ashley: yes

Blake: Noah's already in the car

Ashley: okay well let's go party

Blake: ash promise to be safe

Ashley: I will I promise

Blake and I walked out of the house and into Noah's car. I'm excited for this party. It's rare I get excited for something like this but there's always a first time for everything.

Ashley: who's party are we going to?

Noah: Bryce's

Ashley: oh okay

Blake: who's blowing up your phone?

Ashley: Tayler

Blake: your not going to answer?

Ashley: nope tonight is about me and us

Noah: you know he's gonna be at the party

Ashley: oh I'm well aware he even asked to talk at the party or if he could pick me up

Noah: and you didn't answer

Ashley: exactly

We got to sway and Noah parked and we got out of the car. Noah and Blake got close to each other but I didn't think much of it. I could hear the music already.

Blake's pov

I know Ashley's not taking this well. She so eager to get to the party she's never like this. I know she's hurting inside snd it's normal especially what she just went through but the way she's handling it is worrying me. I got close to Noah and whispered to him so Ashley wasn't able to hear.

Blake: hey shes not herself right now

Noah: I know I could tell she's trying to get rid of her problems and she never does

Blake: she's hurting inside so we have to be careful with her tonight

Noah: so watch her all night

Blake: no she hates being watched just make sure she's not crying somewhere and don't let her talk with Tayler if she gets drunk

Noah: okay got it

Ashley's pov

We walked into the party and I saw most of my friends and other people I had no idea who they were. I saw Bryce walking towards us.

Bryce: hey guys you made it

Ashley: of course we did

Blake: thanks for inviting us man

Bryce: no problem um drinks are in the kitchen and food is outside

Noah: alright thanks man

I walked towards the kitchen I'm surprised I still know my way around this house. I get to the kitchen and I grab a red solo cup and I fill it with jack Daniel and Coca-Cola. Pretty good combination if you ask me. As I'm about to turn around I hear the voice I'm trying to avoid tonight.

Tayler: so your ignoring my texts now huh?

Ashley: look I-

Noah: hey ash Blake needs you

I was walking towards Noah when Tayler stopped me. Why now? Can't he get the fucking memo that I don't want to talk to him tonight.

Ashley: Tayler let go of me

Tayler: we need to talk

Ashley: no we don't now let me go

Tayler: yes we do

Noah: Tayler let her go

Tayler let me go and I walked away with Noah. Tonight I just want to get drunk and forget about my problems for once. Forget how the hang overs going to feel. That's not what I care about right now.

A/N

Hey guys so tomorrow I'm updating again but sadly tomorrow is going to be the last chapter of this book. Anyways I love you guys goodnight and or good morning