Stop Playing Me

50/ The big 50 special

Today is Jadens birthday party. I told Blake and Noah and we all agreed to go. Does he know we're going? Probably not because Anthony invited us but this is a good thing we're going to settle everything for once. These past four days have been amazing. Tayler and I went on a date. Are official first date as a couple and it was amazing. Then we walked around this beautiful garden and we talked and held hands. It was really nice and beautiful.

I'm currently getting ready for Jadens party as it start at five and it's currently two in the afternoon. I told Tayler about Jaden party and he asked if he couple come. Sadly I had to tell him no because I promised Anthony I wouldn't bring him. He was upset but he understand. I really wanted to bring him with me. I was thinking about it last night and thought it was a good idea I wasn't bringing him because what happens last time. I don't need him to get into a fight.  I had also went gift shopping for Jaden and I didn't get him anything huge but I do hope he likes it.

We might not be on speaking terms but that doesn't mean I'm going to show up to his birthday party without a gift. That would be fucked up. I'm actually glad Anthony's invited us. He knows how I feel about all of this. I got into the shower and washed my body and my hair. I got out and changed into some sweats and a regularly t-shirt. I have to do my makeup, and my hair we can't forget the hair. I've had my dressed picked out by Amelie. She was here yesterday and I needed help. I know I could've asked Blake or Noah. Well mostly Noah because I feel he has a good fashion sense. I'm not saying Blake doesn't it's just Noah makes anything look good. I started on my makeup going with blue eyes shadow and blending in some white since my dress is like a baby blue ( I'll post the dress at the end of the story)

Jadens pov

After 3 days of being in an AIRBNB away from everyone. Just me and the boys was amazing. After my argument with Josh and Anthony I apologized. Did I actually mean it though? Well yeah I guess you could say. I didn't really mean my apologie to Anthony because I'm not going to apologize for what I said about Ashley. I did mean Josh's apologie. I actually did step out of line when bringing nessa up and I felt bad.

We finally got home. We had to get up early to get here at the house. Today is my birthday and my birthday party. I'm officially 21. I can officially drink not that I haven't been doing it since I was like 19. But that's not the point here. I can finally go somewhere without asking Bryce if he could buy me one because I was underage. I'm 21 baby an age I will never be again. Will there be alcohol at this party? Hell yeah there fucking is. People are having to sign a waver before they enter my party. Stating that if you get drunk and something happens to you. You cannot press charges or sue me or the sway house.

Sounds stupid but smart at the same time. I want to get absorbed waisted today. To the point where when I wake up tomorrow I'm going to have the worst hangover ever. I'm getting ready because it doesn't take long. After I'm done changing I have to go help set up. I'm wearing a white button up with a few button unbutton. Some black pants and my black and white Nike's.

Ashley's pov

I finally finished changing. I straightened my hair and it looks amazing. I put my dress on which brings our my curves. I love the color of the dress. I'm also wearing black heals because white heals wouldn't look nice with a dress like this. I grabbed my small purse and put my phone inside with my lipstick and some chapstick just in case. I walked out of my room. I don't really lock my room unless Tayler comes over cause you know. I trust my brother and Noah plus if they need to grab something from my room they ask. Or sometimes I'll be inside and they'll lay down with me.