Hurt

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Why is pain such an overwhelming feeling

Why is it unavoidable

 Why am I always getting hurt

Why am I hurting the people around me

Why do I have the urge to cause pain after somebody hurt me

Why am I so screwed up

There are so many different emotions I could feel

But I'm constantly feeling pain

I feel heartache, sorrow, grieve, depressed

I can't escape it

But do you know what the real messed up thing is

It's the comfort I have while feeling those things

It's like I'm meeting my old friend again

Always a pleasure

What if one day I'll just stop caring

About everything and anyone

What if I just stop being human

Only to escape the cruel pain

I know I'm capable of doing it

And that's what I'm scared of

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Hey humans!

So first of all I know I haven't been updating a lot but writers block keeps messing with me. I'm trying to write more and hopefully I'll succeed. Until next time.

-ThoseDarkBooks

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