I can't, I am no allowed to, not yet.
Am I not supposed to find it? Maybe.
Maybe I don't deserve it? Or is it to early?
I don't know. I really don't.
My future is a mystery for me.
I can't even understand my own wishes and desires.
Why is it so complicated?
I need something. Relief? A Solution?
I do need help. That's obvious.
But who has the nerve to do that.
It is a nearly impossible challenge.
So what? Should I lose hope? Give up?
No, I don’t think so.
I have my pride and goals.
And I believe in the possibility.
I have to get up and try.
There is always a way. It should be.
When the time is right I hopefully find it.
If it’s written in my destiny.
Until then I will live my life the best way I can.
I’ll try.
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And here we go again. Sorry for the late update but I just came home from my vacation. Hope you liked this one. It's a little shorter. But yeah, leave some comments and if you are in the mode: maybe even vote...? :P
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Poetry Collection
PoesíaSo basically I'll write my poems/ shortstories tip of stuff in this book. All I can say give it a try maybe you'll like it and before you read it you should know that I usually don't write about really happy topics but it could happen in the future...
