So many emotions are crashing down on me
I can't handle it
I am not strong enough for this
And not at all prepaired
I am shocked, hurt, broken but most of all
I am betrayed
Betrayed by you
I've trusted you with everything I had
But you just turned your back to me
And walked away
Not even looking back once
You never saw my broken heart which was reflected to my eyes,
My outstreched hand in your direction,
The one single tear that rolled down my cheek
But the most important thing was;
You never saw that ridiculous glimps of hope in me
The hope, that you would turn arround,
apologize and tell me it was just a dumb jock
You never did
And I've finally lost my hope in you
After you, I could never trust anyone again
Not after you
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It's been a long time since I updated but trust me I had some struggles with finding laptops that accept my USB or even finding a computer device in generell. But here I am updating from my phone so I am sorry for faults.
And I also wanna say this poem has a lot of meaning to me. And it's basicly written out of my PoV. So it is very personal but I still wanted to share it with ya'll. (If you haven't noticed yet: my poems are usually in PoV's of different, not matching humans but often phrases refere to my life or emotions. What I am saying; I did not experience everything in my poems excactly how I write it but everything is based on my experiences.)
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PoetrySo basically I'll write my poems/ shortstories tip of stuff in this book. All I can say give it a try maybe you'll like it and before you read it you should know that I usually don't write about really happy topics but it could happen in the future...