Poetry Collection

Forgiveness

I did it, I did something so bad and wrong

And I am sorry, so so sorry

I would do everything to travel back in time to change my mistake

But unfortunately I can’t

I’m so angry at myself, I hate myself

I hate this feeling of being stuck up in your own hatred and judgment

Even more if it’s directed to yourself

I’ll ask for forgiveness, I’ll ask everyone I know for it

But I know even if everyone would forgive me

They won’t ever forget the things I did

And that is killing me, to be aware of what awaits you

To see the disobeying glares of society

To hear the hurtful words which are definitely directed to you

To feel the pain of your mistakes

To regret every move you did in the past

There is no escape from any of it, I am helpless

I can’t even go out without getting noticed

Probably because of my marks whom are scratched into my skin

Unremoveable words, proofs of my dumbness

Coward, Liar, Idiot, Whip, Stupid, Betrayer, Fool

You can read all of this words on me, even more

I’m not welcome in this place, won’t ever be

But I’ve learnt some things now, I’m finally sure about somethings

I’ve learnt from my mistakes and I know I should never repeat them

I’ve learnt that humans are incredible creatures

And that they can be utterly beautiful but also beyond evil

And I learnt that by all means it is possible to resist your own will

No matter how hard it’ll be, I’ll try

At least I have a goal now and I won’t give up on it

Never.

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