Sometimes life get's to me so hard I'm afraid that I can't catch myself anymore
But I have to
At least I have to try
I guess that's what it's all about
The whole “staying alive and surviving” thing
I’ve realized that living is the real challenge
Dying is easy
Everyone can and will die
But living is the difficulty we have to master
But how?
I’m on the edge of giving up
Is this life worth living for?
After all everything will come to an end
So why not make mine earlier than it is supposed to be?
No, it’s easy to just die but not that easy to think about dying
If I would go
Jump over a bridge
Drink some pills
Ram a knife into my already lifeless heart
Would anybody miss me?
Just one single person
Would they grieve after me or even cry
Would anybody care about me?
And these unanswered questions are the only things that keep me going
Because there is always a tiny little possibility that I could be important for someone
Just for one
If it weren’t for that I would gladly invent you to my perfectly planned funeral
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Yeah I wrote that in a pretty dark an depressed mood but that is a time back now. But anywho how are you all? How is live? Today was the first day of school and I don't know this could be a nice year. I'm gonna try to be positiv (says the most negativ pessimist ever haha) Have a great week!
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PoetrySo basically I'll write my poems/ shortstories tip of stuff in this book. All I can say give it a try maybe you'll like it and before you read it you should know that I usually don't write about really happy topics but it could happen in the future...
