Heartbreak

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I’m bleeding out

And no band aid, no salve, no medicine could stop it

I can’t move on with my life after you

It’s like someone is blocking me

Not giving me any chance to escape

That someone is you, isn’t it

Why?

Just tell me why you did this to me

It’s my one and only question

But does it even matter if I find out

I am not ready for more pain

Is a human without a heart still a human?

Because you ripped mine away and never gave it back to me

If a heart is more than one piece because it fell apart

Under the pressure of lose and sorrow

Does it still count as a heart?

What really bothers me is when I forget about everything

The lose, hurt, sorrow, pain and just feel the numbness

Possibly find comfort in it because you dumped me

Into that big black hole of numbness

And took my joy in life away

If this is love I don’t wanna be loved nor do I wanna love

If I will be able to climb out of that hole, enjoy life, laugh again

Then, just then I can forgive you

But maybe not even then

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Maybe my talent is to transform the sadness of other people and also mine into a constellations of words and sentences that are written in some kind of poetic language.

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