A Cold Hearted Reaper (Jungkook X Reader)

Let Me Be Selfish

She was still crying, though it has calmed down a lot. I never let her go, not unless she was ready.

"We should clean up your cut before it gets infected, yeah?"

She slightly nods unburying her face. Her eyes were a bit swollen, and she didn't look me in the eyes. Keeping one arm around her, I grabbed the bag from the bed and we both went to the bathroom.

I set the bag in the sink and lifted (Y/N) by her waist, having her sit on the counter. Standing between her legs, I got a cloth wet and carefully cleaned up her lip, cupping her face with my other hand.

I reached over and grabbed the container and opened it, getting a little bit on the ointment on my finger. I start to gently dab it on her lip. She reached her hand up to cup my cheek, making me stop what I was doing.

"I'm sorry."

I furrowed my brows.

"For what?"

"I wish we met on different terms."

I shook my head smiling and started putting the ointment on the cut again.

"I don't. And even if we did I'd still fall for you."

I paused a little bit, processing what I'd just said. I saw the corner of her mouth lift up a bit.

"You know, I could do this myself."

She grabs my wrist, stopping me from touching the cut.

"Why would I let you do that?"

She smiles and looks to the side. I grab her chin, turning her head to look at me. This time I was closer.

"Let me do the little things."

She started laughing.

"Ugh, so cheesy!!"

I smile at her.

"It worked though didn't it?"

She turned to me again, so I lean in and kiss her. She grabs the sides of my shirt, pulling me to her a bit.

When the kiss started to deepen there was a knock at the door. She waves one of her hands off at the door as we kissed. They knocked again. She pulled away quickly.

"Mm go away!"

I started laughing, kissing her again.

"ROOM SERVICE."

She pulled away again.

"YOU'RE AGGRESSIVE."

Just as we were about to kiss again they knocked rapidly. She sighed dramatically, making me laugh as she hopped off the counter.

She went to the door and opened it.

"Hello! Good evening, your requested room service is here."

"I didn't request it."

"Oh I did."

She looks back at me and sighed.

"Sorry about that, thank you."

I lean on the door talking to the staff.

"Woah.. UH I MEAN you're so welcome! In fact it's on the house today!"

She smiled at me. I smiled back and looked down at (Y/N). She was slightly glaring at the girl, I laughed.

"You and your friend here enjoy!"

"Oh god?"

She looked like she was gonna punch the poor woman. I grabbed her waist and pulled her in, thanking the staff once again then I shut the door.

"Okay, that was cute."

"I'll beat your fucking ass."

I laughed while pulling both sides of her shorts towards me.

"Is that a threat or a promise?"

"Oh baby with that attitude, it's a threat."

I chuckled again and kissed her forehead. I'm so thankful for acts of courage otherwise I'd probably be sitting here dreaming about kissing her instead of actually kissing her.

I watched her every move as she made her way to the bed.

"I'm tired. You exhaust me."

With that she flopped on the bed. I roll my eyes and smile a little.

"Yeah right, you love me."

She looks up at me and with the most confidence I've ever seen she says...

"Yes I do."

I stopped as she smiled sitting up.

"I shouldn't. I don't deserve it. I don't deserve you. But I want it. I want this, I want you."

My eyes widen a little bit. Am I dreaming...

"Jungkook, I want to be selfish. Let me be selfish."

I smile widely and slowly walk to her. I wanna hold her, hug her, tell her what I feel. So I do. I wrap my arms around her waist.

"Be selfish."

A smile teases as her lips.

"I'm all yours. Be extremely selfish. Because I want to be selfish too."