I stared at her as she slams the door to the bathroom.
What just happened?
One minute we're kissing and the next she seems to want nothing to do with me.
Dumbfounded, I slowly start packing what we had, throwing on my hoodie in the process. She opened the door and looks at me, impatience written on her face.
"How slow can you fucking be? Did you not hear the time? Pack. Your shit."
And she walks to the window. What the fuck?
I hurt to pack the rest and I look over at her, zipping up the backpack. She looks around outside and quickly shuts the blinds. I quickly look away as she turns around and walks to the door.
Why is she being like this? What happened while she was gone?
"Hello? I said let's go."
"Huh? Oh..."
I throw the bag over my shoulder, following her out of the room. We make our way down to the front desk. She checks out and we head outside.
"Where did you get this motorcycle?"
"Get on."
Geez, blunt much?
I hop on and she starts out, driving off.
"Where are we going?"
"Away."
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We had been driving for 5 hours. She pulled in and stopped at a pay phone.
"I get that it's far but you need to fucking meet me there....... Jax don't argue with me......... just fucking do it, okay?! I don't have time for this."
She hangs up the phone, making her way back over.
"Are you okay-"
"Fuck off."
She started getting on the bike again and I noticed she had a bruise the shape of a hand around her neck. I furrowed my eyebrows. She didn't have that when she left.
Everything wasn't adding up. I don't wanna bug her about it. Clearly she doesn't want to talk about it. Or even at all.
I shook my head, heart breaking a little. She was so sweet. Why is she acting like she did when we first met?
We started driving again and after a few more hours we pull into a deserted town deep in another forest.
She turns off the bike and gets off, me following after her. She walked into a cabin, taking me in front of her. I lose my balance, falling to the floor. Footsteps frantically making their way into the room.
"(Y/N) what the fuck?!"
All of guys ran over to me. I looked up at her, her face showing no sympathy.
I got into my feet, feeling broken.
"What the hell is wrong with you?"
She kept eye contact, not saying a word.
"(Y/N), what happened over there? When we were on the phone I heard-"
"Don't fucking worry about it, don't mind what you think you heard."
Suga stepped up to her, getting in her face.
"Listen to me, your family is your family, and these guys are mine. Don't fuck with my god damn family. Don't you dare lay a hand on Jungkook again, do you understand me?"
Her expression didn't change. No fear. No smug looks. It was like her face was frozen. She got into Sugas face even more.
"I will put a bullet in your fucking head. I couldn't give two fucks about you guys. Any of you. You're all just a waste of space to me."
This isn't (Y/N). Why is she acting like this? Does she really think that? No, she can't. Is she scared because I said I fell for her? Did I do this to her?
She turned around and began to walk away. I became angry, blood boiling. I took the backpack off and threw it at her, hitting her stairs in the head.
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I stopped in my tracks. I don't want to do this. I'm so sorry Jungkook....
"You're a fucking bitch."
My heart shattered. I turned around slowly and began walking towards him.
"You're a fucking pest."
His eyes swelled with tears.
"(Y/N) this isn't like you. Is it because of me? Because I said I was falling for you?"
I could feel everyone's stares.
"If it'll help you, you can pretend I didn't say anything. I don't want you acting like this. I don't want you to be scared."
He reached up to cup my face.
"What happened when you left? You came back with this bruise and you've been acting different. You're scaring everyone, and me."
His eyes softened. Heartbreak showing in his expression.
"Let us help you. You're not alone."
I furrowed my brows a bit, trying not to cry.
"(Y/N)....."
I pushed his hand away.
"I'm sorry but you're wrong."
Despair spread across all of their faces.
"I'm all alone. I've never had anyone. The only man I had, died. In my arms, he fucking died."
"We're here to help you okay?"
"None of this should be happening. It's your fault."
I'm so sorry....
"I should've left you to die."
I don't mean it.....
"Yeah? You're nothing but a cold-hearted reaper."
I quickly pulled a gun out, placing the barrel against his temple. Everyone has startled looks on their face.
Please.....
"I warned you. I told you what I was. I FUCKING WARNED YOU."
I pushed it further, putting pressure on his temple.
"You were too stupid to listen."
Jungkook......
"I hate you....."
Please, no......
"I don't need you to like me. I despise you."
That's not true, I'm in love with you...
I pushed his head away with the gun, walking into another room, slamming the door behind me. I let it out. I couldn't hold it in anymore.
I heard Jungkook run to another room and shut the door. My back hit the door, sliding down as I cried my heart out.
But it was the only way. I knew father had eyes on me. I had to put on a front to make it seem like I hated them. And I needed them to hate me to. Or they would follow me.
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A Cold Hearted Reaper (Jungkook X Reader)
RandomJungkook was none other than a high school student. He lived a normal life with his 6 best friends, Jin, Jimin, Hoseok, Taehyung, Namjoon and Yoongi. He was a straight-A student, small musician, and a caring kid. What happens when he finds himself i...