A Cold Hearted Reaper (Jungkook X Reader)

Every Thought

It felt like my heart had been ripped out of my chest. The guys ran after me, shooting along the way as I carried her body.

I don't know if she has a pulse, I just picked her up and ran.

I can't see anything.

I'm not stupid enough to fool myself into thinking that it's raining.

And I love her too much to throw out a stupid lie like that.

"Get her in the car!" 

Suga runs ahead of me, opening the door and I jump in, everyone following after.

They sped off.

"Oh god! She's bleeding! Please no, stop bleeding!"

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I smiled so big. She's okay!

I outstretched my arms. I want to hold her.

She turned around, turning back to me. She looked scared.

I brushed it off. I'm so glad she's okay.

She threw her gun back and two shots were fired.

She collapsed right into my arms. My smile quickly faded as I realized what happened.

"The boss is dead!"

"Kill the intruders!"

"Jungkook we gotta go!"

They tugged at me as I stared down in horror.

She was shot.

She has a hole in her neck.

"Jungkook!"

I snapped back to reality, picking her up and running.

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"(Y/N) stop bleeding!"

I put pressure on her neck, trying to stop the bleeding.

I sobbed so much. I can't breathe.

"Hurry the fuck up!"

"We're going as fast as we can!"

"Just go! We can't lose her!"

We were speeding through traffic. So fast that it seemed like every car we passed, was parked.

God, there's so much blood.

I can't stop crying.

"Did I get him....?"

I quickly looked down to see (Y/N)'s eyes barely open.

"Is he dead? Are you guys safe?"

She groaned quickly, trying to sit up.

"Are you hurt? Is anyone hurt?"

"No, n-no we're okay, just lay back down we're almost at the hospital."

She started crying.

"I should've just shot him, I thought he was going to shoot you. He was going to kill you."

"It's okay, I'm alright."

She started breathing quickly, then went limp. I shook her lightly.

"(Y/N)? (Y/N)!!"

We pulled into the hospital and halted quick. I picked her up and rushed her inside.

"Somebody help!"

Nurses and doctors rushed over with a gurney. I placed her down quickly yet gently. They rushed her to a restricted area and we all sat down.

I couldn't stop crying. What if she's gone? Hours went by of worry and tears and emotions when the doctor came out, pulling off his surgical cap and holding it to his chest.

"How is she?"

I jumped up, everyone following after. He looked at me with dad eyes.

"I'm so sorry...."

:::::::::::::::::::::::: 1 year later ::::::::::::::::::::::::

We were onstage getting ready to debut. I tapped the mic against the palm of my hand, not a thought in my head but one.

"Hey man."

I looked up, locking eyes with Jimin.

"We need to get out makeup done before the concert remember? You're up."

I stood up, making my way to the chair. A group of girls surrounded me, brushing and blending. It felt like I was in the chair for hours.

I sat there, letting them do their job as I heard the other guys getting hyped up.

"We're about to go on, our first concert, can you believe it?!"

"I'm so fucking excited man, we did it! We made it!!"

"Yeah, yeah okay."

I stood up, lining behind the rest of the boys as we made our way to the stage.

"Mr. Jungkook!"

I turned around to see the sound lady coming to me.

"Yeah?"

"Someone dropped off this letter for you. Said it was really important."

I looked at it and took it, thanking her as she walked away.

Jimin got the others attention and they all surrounded me.

"Maybe a fan?"

"Or his parents."

I opened the envelope and pulled out a piece of paper.

"I'd never miss it."

My eyes widened a bit.

"No."

I smiled.

"It has to be (Y/N)."

"Don't do that."

I looked at Namjoon.

"She's gone kook. I know you don't want it to be true, none of us do."

He put his hand on my shoulder.

"But it's been a year. Today is the anniversary and I get that this is hard for you."

They all looked at me with sad eyes.

"It was probably a crazy fan."

My smile faded. He's wrong. This is her, I know it.

"No, I don't believe you. This is her, I know this is her."

He shook his head.

"Come on we're on."

We all walked out onstage, starting the concert.

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There was an after party thrown at the record company, hot shot celebrities everywhere.

I stood leaning against the table when the boys walked up. Suga handed me a drink, taking a sip of his own.

I took a drink of mine, eyeing everyone in the room.

The boys cheered on their efforts and celebrated, as a girl walked up to me.

"Did you get my message?"

I furrowed my eyebrows as the boys expression dropped.

"My letter. Did you get it?"

"Oh."

I guess it wasn't (Y/N)....