A Cold Hearted Reaper (Jungkook X Reader)

Stay Away

My eyes fluttered open.

Shit. When did I go to sleep?

I gruffly sat up, rubbing my eye. Sunlight shown through the window. I took a look around, everyone sleeping except Suga.

I slowly got up and walked over to him. He sat, legs up and crosses, arms wrapped around his knees and he stared out the window.

"Good morning man."

I sat cross legged beside him.

"I'm sorry."

I looked at him confused.

"For what?"

"I told her no."

"Please, I don't think she minded. If we talk to her right now she'll even tell you it's okay, hell, she did last night too."

"She left."

I froze. It felt like my heart did too. Am I breathing? Maybe not.

"What did you say?"

He looked at me, tears glossing over his eyes.

"I'm so sorry."

I heard muffled movement and groans behind me. Is Suga speaking? It's echoing. I can't understand it. What's happening?

She left? Again?

Suga grabbed my shoulders, trying to shake me out of this trance.

I stood up, making my way out to the main room.

I was frantic. Looking. Yelling but I can't even hear myself.

I felt the arms of my brothers trying to catch my attention. I looked all over.

"I'm sorry."

I stopped in the door way, slowly turning to a projector screen after hearing her voice, Jax standing beside it with sad eyes.

"I know. I left again."

(Y/N) looked sad, hurt.

"I'm making this video to explain why."

I walked toward the screen.

"By the time you're watching this, I'm gone. Hell..."

She shrugged and chuckled a bit.

"I may even already be dead."

She took a long pause and sighed.

"You guys finally set a boundary. I'm so proud of you. You've come a very long way in such a short amount of time, and I know that this? It's not what you wanted."

She leaned forward, resting elbows to her knees.

"Namjoon. You're a leader. Not a follower. Focus on the positive vibes. I know it's hard but life's too short to focus on the negative ones."

Namjoon hung his head a bit, slightly smiling as a tear dropped.

"Jin. Remember this. Your presence brings happiness. People can succeed when others throw negativity. Don't lose your joy."

Jin turned to look away from the projector, trying to hold it in.

"Suga. Always be protective. But remember this okay? It's okay to break down the barrier sometimes.  Don't shut anyone out. You're the rock for everyone, but it's time to let someone be yours too. You were born to be real, not to be perfect."

Tears fell from Sugas eyes as he clenched his fist.

"Hobi. You are such a ray of sunshine! You have the power to make anyone smile, just by walking into the room. Don't ever make decisions based on fear. Make them based on hope and possibility."

He broke down, hugging Suga tightly.

"Jimin. Not everything will be easy, but not everything will be hard. The point is not to lose hope, even when everything is fucked up, even if you feel like it's not worth it anymore, keep believing. Don't ever, EVER give up."

Jimin let out a soft sob, being pulled into the Hobi-Suga hug.

"Tae. Our amazing teddy bear. Be kind to yourself. You're allowed to validate your feeling too.the world may pressure you to be someone you're not. Don't give in. I want you to keep being yourself."

Jimin grabbed Tae's hand as his body shook, trying to keep it in.

"Hey."

(Y/N) looked to the side.

"It's now or never."

"Okay I'm almost done."

She watched the character walk away and off screen. Looking back at the camera, it was like she was looking into my soul.

"Jungkook."

I held my breath, not wanting to let it out. She smiled.

"My sweet Jungkook..."

I bit my lip and clenched my fists, furrowing my eyebrows.

"You're too young to let the world break you. Effort will make you. You will regret someday if you don't do your best now. Don't think it's too late, just keep going. You may get depressed but it's evidence you're doing it. Evidence you're trying. Don't do anything you don't want to or like to do. Keep setting boundaries for yourself."

I can't do this...

"All of you, though it's only been a short time, have become part of my world. And I will never regret the time we've spent together. You are my family. I know what you want to become and I'm sorry I've held you all back. Go for it. Right now even. You guys can do anything. Be in the spot light. No matter what happens to you or me, I will always be by your side. No matter where you are, how close or how far, I'm in the shadows protecting you. I will always find you again. I love you guys."

She smiles, then the screen goes black. Everything is quiet other than silent sobs.

The silence filled the air for what seemed like years.

"Where is she going?"

"I don't know."

I looked over at Jax.

"Where is she going."

"Jungkook I don't know. Only she knows, she didn't tell me. She didn't want me to cave and tell you."

I ran to her room, everyone calling after me. I started tearing her room apart, looking for clues.

"She's going to get herself killed."

I kept searching emotionlessly.

"Jungkook-"

"SHES GOING TO GET KILLED!"

Papers flying through the air, I slammed my fists against her desk. Everyone was quiet, waiting to see what I would do. My knees went weak, collapsing from underneath.

J-Hope suddenly lit up. He sped over to her closet, me Turing my head slightly to watch him. He rummaged through her closet, grabbing hangers and throwing them out of the closet. Item after item flying out of her closet and through the air.

"Her father mentioned something about going over seas."

He kept clearing the closet.

"If you want to find the information, you have to think like her."

Suddenly he stopped, arms outstretching in a victorious manner.

"Behold. Hidey hole."

I stood up slowly and looked into the closet. A gap that looked like a cubby stared at me, a map pointing where exactly he was going to be.

"We'll never make it in time."