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Natasha POV

His eyes looked angry but also full of sympathy as his aqua blues stared into my emerald greens. My breath was hitched in my throat as I waited for him to start the conversation since there was no way I was. The Natasha Romanoff was scared. Not scared in a way that she was going to get hurt but scared as in that she might lose someone that is close to her heart.

Steve finally broke the silence with a sentence which I honestly didn't expect...

Steve- Are you okay?

Why was he asking if I was okay. This man I  swear is a god send.

Natasha- What do you mean?

Steve- Nat I don't understand. What's wrong. You openly flirt with me, talk with me and interact with me and may I say kiss me but then run away I don't understand. Is it me because I'm sorry if I have done something.

Is this man serious? He is already blaming me running on him? How can someone like this exist... My heartrate grew as I felt his hands rest on my shoulders obviously waiting for an answer, but the fact is I really don't have one. I have no idea why I ran in the first place.

Natasha- No Steve of course you haven't done anything. No I will not let you blame my actions on yourself okay.

Steve- Then what's wrong Nat?

I for one am not a person for sharing my feelings at all so I suprised myself when I actually started thinking about actually telling him. But I couldn't, but I definitely wanted to, I do trust him so maybe, just maybe he will understand me.

Natasha- Look Steve, ummmm ho- how do I say this.

Steve- it's okay take your time. I'm all ears.

Natasha- I have never done this before. I've never been I love especially with someone who is unbelievably nice which just annoys me sometimes. In a good why though of course. It's just that I'm scared Steve. Okay there I said it. I don't want to lose someone that I love again. I just can't go through it. I'm messed up Steve and it's only you who can't see it. I am incapable of keeping things that I love. My parents my possessions. You want to know the only thing I have left. It's you guys and I can't bare to lose you.

Steve pulled me into a hug and pulled my head into his chest. My tears making a wet patch but he didn't care. Of course he didn't. I felt him kiss the top of my head and whisper in my ear.

Steve- Well good for you I'm not going anywhere...

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Hehe she's uploaded twice in a row who is she?!