17/3/2021
I try so hard to make a good impression to make you smile and distract you from this depression but I feel like a tear in the rain I fade away fast and now my hearts in pain.
You notice when I cry you see when I hurt you make me feel like maybe I'm not cursed.
These feeling make no sense to me my life normally feels like a global catastrophe, like a nuclear war going off in my head when I'm around you I don't wish I was dead.
But we hardly know each other so I remain in the shadow and it makes my heart Harrow.
I love how you smile and how you laugh I love how you stick up for me but in my heart I know nothing lasts.

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Poetry of a foster kid
PoetryThis is a collection of poetry I made from ages 15 to 17 it's about mental health and growing up the last few years in foster care it's a journey about maturing as a kid but also learning to grow and deal with my demons in the on going battle of eve...