17/4/2021
I've been awake for an hour The love I want is both bittersweet and sour, I ache for that warm feeling again she gave me her all but I got scared I think about her every hour of the day but I can never tell her because I caused her so much pain.
She was my best friends sister it ruined my friendship her lips were soft and sweet and coloured a ruby red pendant her skin was warm when she pressed it against me, I know it can never be again but she been on my mind for over a year I hate how I treated her it was her who I did t deserve.
Her blond hair was like a silk scarf she cares about me and hated when I added to my scars, she held me tight and whispered softly she said she loved me and I loved her back but it faded we were in so much Denial it cut out heart strings.
I cut open my chest and poured my heart she did the same but it still tore us apart, she's the reason why I'm scared of relationships I hurt her badly when I look back on things my past I hate it.
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Poetry of a foster kid
PoesíaThis is a collection of poetry I made from ages 15 to 17 it's about mental health and growing up the last few years in foster care it's a journey about maturing as a kid but also learning to grow and deal with my demons in the on going battle of eve...
