20/2/2020
I'm awake yet I feel like I'm barley alive
I can see yet I feel like iv hardly arise
I can talk yet I feel like I can hardly speak
I can walk yet I feel like I can hardly step
I feel like I'm in a coma What the heck is this feeling I feel like a zombie being erect like I'm Alive yet barely breathing like I'm awake yet hardly whole like I can taste but it all fades like I can smell but sometimes I just can't tell.
I know I'm awake yet I can't seem to Wake up my emotions seem to not give a fuck.
I feel reality in my grasp yet every time I close my hands it all fades back to the hour glass of sand.

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Poetry of a foster kid
PoetryThis is a collection of poetry I made from ages 15 to 17 it's about mental health and growing up the last few years in foster care it's a journey about maturing as a kid but also learning to grow and deal with my demons in the on going battle of eve...