We thought we were immortal but we are proven wrong when Louis William Tomlinson exhaled his last breath 3 years ago at age 44 years old after battling with brain tumors for 2 years .
The thought hit us - the fan like a brick . To be honest , we never recover from the lost and now we have to face another lost .
From four , now the boys are down to three when Zayn Javaad Malik breathed his last breath two days ago because of lung malfunction .
Again , we were mourning . All the fans from all over the world cry like never before . Sure we know this will happen but we are never going to be ready to face this kind of lost .
Dressing all black , I sit down on my couch . Bradford is miles away and my old condition didn't allowed me to travel that far so I have to say my last goodbye through the wind .
I was envy with everyone who get the chances to go there , see Zayn for the very last time . I switch on the tv and sure enough , I will be tested .
They are playing the old video of the boys singing Forever Young and it was enough to make me cry , again . I clutched my heart , feeling such unbearable pain striking me with no mercy .
Today is the day where I'm sure not all Directioner are ready for . We received tweets from every fans from all around the world saying that they couldn't believe that this is real .
Zain Javaad Malik breathed his last breath two days ago at 2.34 am , 1 March 2038 at his house besides his wife and children .
Today people from all around the world gathered together to share one mutual feeling - sadness . Today is the day where we could see Zayn for the last time .
The scene changed from the studio to the graveyard . Many people are crying as they stand up . The camera zoomed towards crying Perrie Malik , Zayn Malik's wife .
He always told me that love has it weird ways and I'm sure we all fall in love with him in such a weird way .
He is the reason for most of us standing here right now . He and his bandmates is the reason why we wake up with such a big smile everyday .
Believe it or not , I am just like the most girls out there , just with a better luck . He made my dream came true everyday and there is no way I could repay him back .
She looked down , wiping up the tears before continue on her speech . I'm sure it take the whole strength she had to stand there and give up the speech .
He is the most strongest person I have ever known . These past few years is not easy for him to keep living , especially when he lost his brother , his bestfriend but he keep waking up , trying his best to do what he did this past years .
He keep singing his heart out even he is dying inside . He keep whispering hopes and dreams to all his girls out there even there is not much hopes left for him .
He is used to put up a smile in every single girl's faces for years and do you know what his last wish is ? He wished that his girls keep living up their life , keep putting up the smile even tho he is not here anymore .
So I am begging you girls out there , doesn't matter where did you came from or whatever your name is as long as you are his girls , please do this for him . Don't make this as the reason to stop smiling and be happy .
Keep living and just don't forget about the boys we all used to love . The five boys that changed our life .
I was star-struck . Even he is dying , he keep wishing the best for us . I wish I could have such a big heart like him . Like them . Deep down I know , the boys love us as much as we love them .
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