1D Sad Imagines

Harry Styles

As usual , I stepped out from my bakery shop after closing . The night is breezing , sending a shiver down my spine . Tonight is not like the other night . Something is wrong and I don't know why .

Taking a deep breath , I continue my journey towards my car . Looking down I didn't realized I was walking straight towards another people until I bump into her .

" Sorry . " I squeal , trying to balance the girl infront of me . Her body stiffen and it makes me look up to her face .

" Y/N ? " I narrowed my eyebrow . Did she know me ?

" Yes . I'm sorry , did I know you ? " I ask as my mouth twitch into a small smile .

" Y-you are Harry Styles's fiance ? Oh my god . " my body froze at the mention of his name .

" Yeah . " I admitted , not seeing any point of saying no .

" Used to be . " I muttered under my breath . Only small encounter could makes my mind running with billion memories of us .

" He is right . You are pretty . " my breath hitched as I force myself to smile weakly .

" I haven't heard that for a while . " a whole year to be exact .

A whole year without him standing naked on my kitchen , preparing me breakfast . A whole year without him singing me to sleep . A whole year since the last time I saw his dimple smile . A whole year since I lost my half .

" Hey , don't be sad . I'm sure he hates to see you like this . " words after words but still failed to fix the lost I felt .

" That is what they keep saying but still I feel empty . " I admitted , at the edge of crying .

" Things happened for a reason . " she tried to makes me feel alright but it failed completely .

" Thanks . " I sent her a small smile . Suddenly she pulled me into a hug , causing me to pat her back awkwardly .

" You are lucky you did have a chance to feel loved by him . Keep living and don't forget to tell people how amazing our Harry Styles is . " she pull away making me to look into her eyes .

She has exactly green eyes , reminds me of the eyes that used to makes me go crazy . Used to makes me feel like home .

" I-I have to go now . " she nod before walking away without another word . That makes me jump right into my car and lean my head on the stering wheel .

" Promise me you will move on . " his last words playing in my mind repeatly , like it was trying to haunt me down . With shaky hands , I started the engine and drive away .

Baby you light up my world like nobody else
The way that you flipped your hair

I quickly turn off the radio while tears are streaming down my face . I feel so weak inside . I miss him so much . The boys never been the same without him . They almost break up the band but the management convince them to go on - Without Harry Styles .

Pulling over at my house , I stepped out from my car before a voice greeted me . The voice that I wish I could avoid forever .

" Y/N ? " his husky voice ring my ears as I look up to meet his green-blue eyes .

" Not now Louis . " he reach out for my hands and this time I didn't pull away . Slowly he pull me into a protective hug .

" I know you needed sometimes but .. " he trailed off , rubbing my back .

" You can't never replaced him Louis . Just drop it . " my voice crack and I lean my weight fully on Louis or I might end up falling on the ground .

" This is what he want . " I took a deep breath , torn apart . Before Harry gone forever , he did make Louis promise to marry me and Louis agree . Now here he is , trying to claim his promise that he made with his bestfriend .

" Please Louis , don't make things any harder . " I pleaded . It's like Harry is still here , watching this situation right now . Will he be happy if I ever get married to Louis ?

" He wants you to be happy even it hurts him like hell . " he paused , pulling away slightly just to stare deep into my eyes .

" That's why he did all this . That's why he donate you his heart . That's why he made me promise to marry you . " my heart sink even more . I was dignose with heart failure and it was killing him inside . The next thing I knew is he donate his heart for me .

" I know I can't be like him but at least let me try . " I stay silent , fighting the inner battle .

" He loves you so much and now that he is gone , he wants me to be him . To love you like he always did . " he lean closer until our forehead touches .

" Let me in . " with that he kisses me and all I could think is Harry , Harry and Harry . That thought make me push him away before storming inside my house . I ignore Louis calling my name as I slammed the door open .

It's hard but I pull all the strength I had to walk inside my room . Eyes darting around , I watch the picture of us on the frame - hanging proudly at the wall . From the first date until the last . I let myself fall into my knee , feeling hopeless . Not Louis or anyone else could makes me feel like Harry did . I love him and I shall stay like this forever