1D Sad Imagines

Liam Payne

I reach for the warm body beside me , checking if he is still breathing and sighed relief when he is . Liam is dignosed with a brain cancer and it is at critical stage . The doctor predict that he will last only for a few months torning me apart .

Slowly I lay my head on his chest , trying to listen to his heartbeat . The sound seems weak makes my heart sink to the bottom of my stomach .

" I'm still here . " Liam's morning voice greet me as he tighten his arms around me .

" I know , just checking . " I hold up my face to meet his gaze . We stare at each other for what it feels like forever until he decided to broke up the silent .

" I love you baby . " he whisper under his breath .

" I love you too Liam . " I reply with full of heart .

" Baby , I'm sorry . " as much as I need to face the reality , I am still not ready for this . Heck , I will never be ready for any of this .

" Don't mention it Liam . " I said sternly . I didn't plan to fall in love with him in the first place but still here I am , hugging him tight .

" I know you can do this . When I'm gone .. " I cut him off by kissing his lips gently . This boy has made me fall head over heal for him and I am not ready to let him go yet .

" Please . " I mumble at his lips , so desperate for this to be such sort of dream .

" Promise me you will stay strong . For us . " a tear slipped away from my eyes and soon it's become raining down my cheeks .

" I-I can't . " I would be laughing my ass a few months ago if I ever tell myself that I will stuck here , begging for some boy's life .

" Baby , please don't make this harder . " I couldn't watch his puppy brown eyes so I torn away our gaze and buried my head on his neck .

" Promise me you will start all over again . " I bite my lips , refused to cry any harder .

" I didn't ask for this Liam . " I whisper , trying to hold myself together .

" Fate has it owns plan . " Liam and his wise words .

" And I never regret the day I try to chase you down because I know I am being blesses by having you around , even for just a few months . " he kissed my forehead and we just lay there , enjoying each other company while it last .

" I love you . So much . " he said those word with full of heart , like it was his last words and it is indeed his last words .

1 Week Later

Liam didn't make it . The doctor is wrong . He only last for a month instead a few . I spead my whole week by locking myself in our room - used to be . The only reason I am here is to attend his funeral .

" Babe . " Niall , Liam's bestfriend and his band-mate wrap his arm around my waist . I sent him a small smile , didn't care if it looks fake .

" He is in heaven now . " Harry , came and wrapped his arm around my waist for the other side as he leaning his head on my shoulder .

" Why ? " I just let the tears to streaming down my face as I whisper those words .

" God loves him more . " the words seems to sent Niall to the egde when he let himself fall in his knee .

Louis and Zayn refused to talk and keep staring at the grave , where Liam's body is laying in peace now . I keep staring until I didn't realized Liam's mother approach us .

" Hey . " her voice crack and I could tell she is on the egde of crying just like me .

" Hey . " I try to smile but what's the point of faking your happiness when you deserve to cry ?

" Liam decided to proposed to you before he finds out about the cancer . After that , he believe you deserve better than him . " she pull out a small red velvet box , holding it tight .

" He wants to see you happy so he keep holding back himself than to claim you as his wife . I know it's still earlier but .. " she trail off , facing away as she keep herself together .

" I just want you to have this . It is for you and I can't keep it . " I pulled her into a hug and she took that as a cue to cry .

" He never been so serious before and deep down I know how much he loves you . " I took a deep breath , patting her back to give her some comfort when me myself fail to stop cry silently .

" I understand . " she pull away , refused to meet my gaze as she handed the red velvet box before turn on her heels and walk away . I darted my gaze back on Liam's grave before mumbling Liam's last words .

" I love you . So much . "