Inspired By True Story
Third Person POV
Zayn take a deep breath as he released the news to the media few hours ago . This is what he wants but he has to admitted that it hurts him much more than he could imagine . He never thought this day would come but here he is , facing the reality .
People don't really understand what he feels because for 5 years , he did a great job of hiding it . By being shy and misterious guy , he did it . He hide his true feelings for the world .
He is not ready to face this day but he can't wait any longer so he did what he has to do . He loves his fans , his girls so much until he couldn't bare to open up his twitter account knowing he is breaking their hearts .
Sometimes he wish he is strong enough but pressure gets to him and he had enough . Nobody really knows what he has to go through for 5 years and he is willing to took all the blame .
He stared at the wall , thinking about his first day at the X-Factor . Thinking about how Simon Cowell put them as a band . Thinking how he said it wouldn't be the last of One Direction . Little did he knows at that time that he is going to be the one who quit .
His phone rings and he just didn't have a heart to answer it but after saw the picture of Liam , he knows he couldn't just ignore it . It was a Skype call from Liam and he don't even know if he is strong enough to face them .
" Hey lads . " he greeted them casually but he knows that this is not going to be the same anymore .
They were sitting on the floor , facing the camera and he could tell that the boys are at the edge of crying . Harry refused to meet his gaze . Louis is the same . Niall stare at him with tears falling from his eyes and there is Liam , who is trying to stay strong for all of us .
" Are you sure ? " Liam asked quietly , looking pleading at him . All his courage just flew away and he can't even answer a simple question .
" It was your decision and we completely respect it but it was hard you know . " Louis speak up , only spare him a second glance before staring back at the wall behind the laptop while biting his lips .
" I'm sorry . I'm really sorry . " I apologized , feeling like I let my bestfriends down .
" It's okay . We completely understand it . " Liam give me a small smile but I know he is faking it .
" It is too much for me . I know I promised I would keep holding on but it gets me lads . I'm sorry I am not strong enough to keep going with One Direction . " holding my hand infront of my face , I tried to hide the tears that are now streaming down my face .
" We hope that you are happy with this Zayn . Just want you to know that we are still the same . We are still a brothers . " Liam reassure him but it wasn't enough . He glance between Niall and Harry , hoping they would say something . Anything .
" Please come back Zayn . We can't do this without you . " Harry pleaded , crying over Louis's shoulder . His green dull eyes finally meet mine and my heart just sinks to the bottom .
" I'm sorry Harry . I tried but it wasn't good enough . " I admitted . All my strength has gone while I was fighting with the war . I just want a happy , normal life now .
Liam glanced at their back , listening to something that before nodding . His eyes darted back at me , not the normal happy eyes I used to see . It hits me like a brick when I was forced to face the fact that I hurts my own brothers .
" We have to start packing now . I guess we will talk soon . " I nod , mentally cursing myself for doing this but it is what it is .
" Just promise me you boys will never stop making One Direction alive again . I know it's hard but you have to do it without me . Do it for the fans who still believe in you . " I was about to say us but I shake my head . I am not longer apart of this band now .
" Keeping doing albums like we planned before and never stop . Promise me that . " their eyes falls at me making my breath hitched .
" We promise Zayn . " they said in unison before the screen goes black , meaning the end the Skype session . This only means one thing . I am not longer a One Direction's member now but they are .
Five members down to fours . Never thought we would end up making our own ways but I am not as strong as they are so I have to end my journey here . No more Zayn Malik of One Direction . What's left is Zain Javaad Malik , ex member of One Direction .
The news is making my cry over and over again . I froze when I was at my work and the radio station keep playing One Direction's songs non-stop for a hour .
I am mad but I love Zayn enough to understand why he did this . This is not based on real story . I just write this based on what I see and hear from twitter .
If Zayn or any 1D member ever read this , just want them to know that I still love them to the moon and back and nothing could change that .
They made us smile everyday for 5 years and why don't we return them the favor by trying to understand Zayn's reason behind all this and give them our full supports .
For all the girls out there , especially Zayn's girl , don't think this as the end . Think this with a positive mind and stay strong . If we can't stay strong for ourself , let's stay strong for the boys that has sacrifies 5 years of their life for us .
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