1D Sad Imagines

Harry Styles

Huffing , I stand infront of my door as I pull out my keys . I don't know why people keep mentioning about Harry around me and the most weird thing is the boys keep texting me non-stop when I didn't pick up their call .

Me being me , I just ignore those conversation and deleted every texts they send to me without reading it . Harsh , I know but what's the point of listening to them anyway ? They will tell me how much Harry isn't the same without me but the truth is , I don't think Harry will care .

He is the best boyfriend you couldn't ask for more but when he didn't love you anymore , he will leave . How did I know ? I have been there . I thought we are two against the world but I was wrong . He leaved me without a second glance .

As I was rooming in my room , my feets accidently kicked a box under my bed . My mind refused to take the box but my heart tells me to do the otherwise and I stick for the latter . Taking the box , I sit down on my bed as I place the box on my lap .

Harry's

All the things that belongs to him , I put it in here . All those pictures and proves that we used to be together is placed safe inside the box . I don't want to keep this before so I sent him a text but he never reply , leaving me with no choice than to keep it when I couldn't find any strength to throw it away .

From fan , I become his lover and then we are nothing more than a complete stranger . What used to be his concern is now nothing important for him . Sometimes I wish I could wake up with amnesia so I could forget all this pain that will never leave doesn't matter how much I try .

As much I can't throw it away , I can't open it now either so I placed it back under my bed . What is in the past should stay there and I shouldn't bring it up again . Not when he is happy with Nadine .

I stand up from my bed , cursing myself to ever let my guard down . I pretend to be strong for two months now and there's no need to broke down and cry like I used to do .

Decided that my stomach is hungry , I start to search for something that I could cook . My dinner time has past now since it was 11 pm and I need some food or my evil stomach won't let me sleep .

My body froze as I heard a faint knock on my door . Wondering who would came infront of my door at this time , my feets carry me to the door before my hand twist the knob open . The view infront of me makes me go speechless .

" Y/N right ? " she asked sweetly and I almost forgot this is the same girl that Harry love now .

" Y-yeah . " I shuttered , mentally facepalm myself .

" I don't know how to say this but the boys told me that you never return any of their calls and texts so I have to find you myself . " is this what it's all about ? She is the reason why they didn't stop bothering me ?

" Look , me and Harry is in the past . What done is done and I have nothing to do with him anymore so if you planning to tell me to keep myself away from him then just leave because I didn't want to ruin someone's relationship . " I explained but she stare at me with confused expression .

" Did you even watch the news ? " she asked , move her head slightly to the right .

" No . I'm stuck with my work . " I lied . The truth is I never want to watch any of news that involving Harry . Whenever his name or any of the boys name came across the tv , I just turn it off or switch the channel .

" I'm here to give you this . It's from Harry . It was his last wish . " wait , what ?

" Last wish ? " she nodded , passing me a brown box .

" I was kinda hoping you watch the news because you might had the chance to see him for the last time . " what does she talked about ?

" Harry died this evening , at 4.32 pm due to brain cancer . " my breath hitched as my eyes darted to those four boys , standing behind Nadine and they looked like a mess .