Diary ni Hopia: Senior

Chapter 5

Prince. OMG. Remember, nick name rin ni Jis ang prince. May bagong classmate kame, his name is prince. Kapatid siya ng first girl crush ko, si Map, and ng so called anak ko na si Tap. They always tease us. Bagay daw kame. Well, maybe kasi maliit kame. He's too cute and mukhang fragile. Parang baby. He's so cute talaga. I don't like him, I mean not yet. But I always try to be cheesy sakanya, kasi nga he's like a baby, and he's so cute. I told Pot if baka matuluyan ako dito, dahil sa tukso, and dahil sa pagsakay ko sa mga pagtenta nila. Sabi ni Pot, mas okay na raw na kay Prince nalang kaysa kay Jis. Eversince, kahit todo supporta siya, ayaw niya talaga kay Jis eh for me. Monggo daw. Medyo. Pwede. Slight. Kaya ayun, I liked Prince for a while, not like. I mean, I forced myself to like him. I showed everyone that I do. I mean, namumula na rin ako sakanya. I post pictures and tweet things about him or about us. It came to a point nga na nagcomment siya ng heart sa photo ng bag namin togethet which I posted sa IG and he even reposted it. I thought na that was the start of everything new, but later did I realize na may iba siya. That he's also a hopia sa ibang girl. He's such a baby. I never showed them that it hindered me from liking Prince. I cried once, but it's not because of Prince liking another girl, but because of the fact na nagoover think nanaman ako. I told Alex that I cried because of Prince saying na "Hindi ko kayang iwan si F." But naisip ko lang, bakit kailangan namin umasa? At bakit kailangang ako yung umasa? I can't seem to move on kay Jis. I saw him and that made me cry even more. Wala naman kameng memories together. We never talked or what but what the hell, this is so wierd. The wierdest thing on earth.