its 2am and i feel sad
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I am your toy.
If I don't make you happy, then there is no reason for me to exist.
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"His eyes aren't like yours."
I know that.
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"Why do you have red eyes?"
"I've been born with red eyes."
"And mine?"
"You have green eyes, but they look more yellow, like your parents."
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My only job is to make you happy.
If I can't make you happy...
Then what is my use?
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"Don't expect anything."
"Don't touch them."
"It's a curse."
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"You deserve friends. Nobody should be mistreated like you are."
"But...do you really want to be around me? I'll curse you. Like everyone else said."
"I don't care."
Do you really?
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I can't expect anything.
My reason for existence depends solely on you.
If I can't make you happy then I'm not your toy.
And If I'm not your toy.
what am i really?
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"The parents were killed."
"They had it coming."
"You're right."
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"I'm here."
"You're not dead, are you? I'm not hallucinating, right?"
"You're not hallucinating, I'm touching you and hugging you right now."
"I killed them."
"You won't kill me."
"..."
"You look beautiful."
I'm covered in blood. Idiot.
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Am I still your toy, even if all this time has passed?
I don't want to stop being your toy.
I don't want to be thrown away.
I'm still useful, right?
I want to continue being yours.
Only yours.
I don't want to stop existing.
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