can't escape || mattia polibio

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Julia pov

i placed a blueberry in my mouth as i relax my head back on the couch. i got up and took the bowl of blueberry to the kitchen, i washed the plate before going to the fridge and grabbing a water bottle

i then walked back to the living room

i sat back down on the couch and turned on the tv, i decided today i'll take a day off from the mafia

"do you mind if i join?" i heard someone say from behind me, i felt them slowly approach me, i turned around to see alejandro

he made his way to the other side of the couch, i looked at him for a while before narrowing my eyes and going back to the tv. he didn't normally talk to me. it was usually alvaro since kairi wasn't here anymore

"not at all" i said, alejandro nodded before opening a bag of chips, he offer me one "thanks" i said as i took the other bag of chips

"did mattia leave already?" alejandro asked. i shook my head 'no' as a response.

"he's asleep" i answered alejandro.

alejandro took out his phone and basically just scrolled. i kept my glance on the tv. it was an awkward silence, no one spoke

i sat up and placed my bottle down. i was about to lay back before i heard footsteps coming downstairs. i turned around again to see mattia and the other boys.

"your awake" i said to mattia, i got up and made my way to him

"yea" he replied looking from me to ale

"are you gonna be busy today?" i asked mattia who looked back at me, he nodded, i looked at the other boys who made their way to the kitchen "you should go eat" i told mattia

"did you eat?" mattia asked me

"i did" i said. mattia smiled before pulling me close to him. he pushed back my hair before leaving a kiss on my lips, he then made his way to the kitchen

"why are you doing this?" i heard alejandro say, i turned around to look at him, he got up from the couch and looked straight at me waiting for an answer

"doing what?" i asked

"mattia. you and mattia. why are you back with him out of no where? is it because of dylan and what he said?" alejandro asked making me even more confused

"dylan? what are you talking about?" i asked alejandro

"you're trying to get mattia to remember you, aren't you?" alejandro said as my eyes went wide, that wasn't the answer i was expecting

"so it's true?" i said in shook. "me and mattia did love each other before? before he almost killed me?" i said in disbelief. alejandro eyes widen as well

"you didn't know?" alejandro said as he threw his head back "fuck." alejandro said walking past me before i stopped him, i pulled his arm making him look at me

"you knew too" i said shaking my head

alejandro pov

i closed my door shut, i threw myself to the bed.

i should've never brought it up to her. it could've been better if she doesn't know the truth either. if her and mattia get back together again, then it'll just repeat everything again from 6 years ago, it's a risk

i didn't one non of them to get hurt, i didn't like her nor did i dislike her but she was the only person who made mattia happy

dylan's plan is to make them to remember each other so that he can force them to do something stupid that they'll regret again. and my plan is to make that not happen. so that they can just be together with an unknown history.

i want them to be together for what they have now, not what they had then

but with dylan around, it won't be possible

and who knows, maybe them remembering each other won't be bad after all, maybe i'm thinking too much

i am thinking too much. i'm being selfish

if they remember each other again, dylan can't and won't be around. i'll make sure of it

thats what i thought too