To: Her

First kiss

Never knew what a Prince Charming kiss felt like
Until a young girl landed her lips on yours
Surprised with a Pikachu face
You were happy and full of roses
Wondering how your heart beats like
the keyboard being smashed all at once

her brown eyes were full of enriched coffee syrup

you can look at it for days

On the playground, you both stood on top of the balcony

face to face

The young girl landed you a hand

you were curious

what was she planning to do?

You carefully placed your hand on hers

slowly lifting your head, she gave you the most flirtatious look

you giggled with joy, you knew what this meant

as you predicted

she gave

a special ring that spoke "love"

The hello kitty cupcake ring
.
.
.
As many people assume a happy ending and marriage

stop right there.

Yes it may have been cute

for a minute or two

But. she left just like that. not minding how vulnerable and intimate it was

you were still young to know why

In the end
you watched the young girl ride away with another
That same ring
that held no value as what you both shared
You knew you were better
You were first right?
Were you?

.

.

.

Oh the old days
Typical kiss
Probably the same first kiss you had with her
Her.
She left for another.

you were there longer

it didn't matter

.

However
That kiss
Was safer than ones after
Oh
how times files
Yet
Brutal

to

you

- if only