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          hello everyone !! thank you for reading my book, it means so much to me and i literally cannot believe it got this many reads??? like WHAT — , but all I can say is thank you so much, it means so much to me and I appreciate it so much <3

           it's also crazy to be because i wrote this so long ago? like i believe i started writing it in sixth grade and i tHiNk I published it when I was seventh but to be honest I can't even remember and it's so weird to think that this book has been around here for YEARS , like I first posted it in 2018 and IT'S JULY 2021 AS I AM WRITING THIS HELP 😭😭

          ALSO ANOTHER NOTE I SAW THIS BOOK IN A TIKTOK WHICH IS CRAZY AND I STARTED FREAKING OUT BECAUSE IT HAD A SHIT TON OF VIEWS LIKE WOW, i literally SCREAMED I never thought my book would be in a tiktok!!!

          but back to the points that i actually wanted to address... my writing was not the greatest in seventh grade, to put it nicely. it was pretty bad. the writing wasn't good, I had barely planned anything at all besides for her name and that she was gonna be thomas's girlfriend ( fun fact!! when i started writing it in sixth she was going to date newt but I decided against it when I was in seventh grade, but I saw some people saying they shipped newt and Clara LMAOO 😭😭  ). and speaking of ships, i am very sorry for Clara and Thomas' RUSHED RELATIONSHIP WHAT WAS THAT ISN'T THOMAS ONLY IN THE MAZE FOR 3 DAYS OR SOME SHIT, and I mean she confessed in the middle—ish I think!! i was such a big stydia ( welp i still am ) that i was like YES YES GET TOGETHER, and blatantly referenced teen wolf WAYYY too many times —

          and that brings me to another choice i wanted to bring up,, my problematic choice of faceclaim!! so recently i saw a bunch of people call out holland in my comment section so i did some research and found out that she's very problematic ( i found an informative post on instagram on @/ronniesexposing 's account ) but i will be recasting holland as someone else and take out the gifs and everything as soon as possible! i do not have another faceclaim in mind at the moment ( but i'll do some searching and see what i can find!! ) so please feel free to imagine Clara as anyone you like and if you want you can always leave me suggestions too!!

          i think the last thing that i wanted to say is that i have not updated desiderium in a while, but i'm sure y'all know that!! at the moment i don't think i'll update it anytime soon either. but i am thinking of rewriting the whole series, and when i do, i may update it, so i'm going to try my best!!

          until then, enjoy my very cringey seventh grade writing and my even cringier chapter end off thing, and thank you so much for all of the support!! <3

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