cries in neglectance | yjh • lsm

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Yoon Jamie

after a week of packing or more so stuffing things inside boxes and luggages, we have succesfully moved into a smaller apartment near seventeen's dorm.

this was all with the help of jeonghan's company, and the money provided by our parents. by the company helping, this ensures that jeonghan will have the choice to stay in the dorm or with me at anytime.

i looked into my room that has barely any work done. boxes upon boxes messily stacked, the bedframe still in pieces, and a desk and matching stool on the side placed somewhat neatly in one corner. the big window showing the beautiful sunset that gleams across the sky.

the past week was definitely tiring and repetitive, with all the moving and school requirements, spending time with jeno was a rare activity. even during breaks between classes he would have to focus on things with his company, or have to meet up with his soon to be co-bandmates.

with midterms coming up in 2 weeks, it is for sure a stressful week for everyone, everyone but me. i feel like the world is so fast that i have been just sitting around, is it a bad thing that i dont appreciate things like others do?

with seventeen's sudden popularity;
jeno's soon debut;
and students constant studying to get into top ranks;

i feel liks im stuck.

and to see such a calming sight of the phase of the sun. it reminded me that everything that is happening right now is just a phase for me aswell.

i do hope its just a phase.