cries in neglectance | yjh • lsm

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Yoon Jamie

things felt unreal, everything felt surreal. it was odd, bizarre almost. i was and still is very much lost, lost in my never-ending thoughts.

how come i never saw it coming?

the constant calls, texts.

the help around the house.

and that mesmerizing smile..

it was too good to be real, to damn good.

my mind was as deep as mariana trench, searching its way deeper to its own black hold. thoughts clouding up, as i try to pop every single bubble that has risen up top.

"boo!"

"hey! boo seungkwan! you scared me-" i scream my hands taking over slapping the man beside me relentlessly

"ouch- ow- ow! ow! yah! thats too much! im sorry, really sorry!" he pleads but i still continue.

"yah! hold on!" i stop finally, that rush of energy in me, all gone.

"sister of the yoon jeonghan, yoon jamie-shi. im legally sueing you for assualt. the company has me backed up so you cant say anything accordingly-" i throw him a fake punch, as he laughs at his own joke.

"i saw the weird shit awhile ago.." he says in a more serious tone.

"well yeah it was unexpected-"

"well, jamie it has been 5 years and.. um yeah, hehe" he adds, shyly rubbing his nape.

come to think of it, how did he know everything's context..

"how did you know?" i continue to stare at my now cold hands.

"well everyone has been close, even before we knew you-" he looks at me, from my peripheral view.

"-and well everyone tells everyone, everything.." he continues to stare at me.

"ahh, so everyone knows.." i was appalled.

well..

um..

i do like him..

it was just unexpected..