cries in neglectance | yjh • lsm

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Lee Jeno

its already three days after my debut, the 28th of august. almost over four months with no contact with jamie.

a whole lot of things happend in the span of four months. our debut date changing twice, changing our whole plan for the choreography of the song, and all the stages mixing up with the other group, 127

i feel like jamie would have been anti-social with everyone near her at this point. but i do hope for something brighter for her.

did she see my performance with dream?

does she even know i debuted already?

with my phone taken away, even my contact with parents were cut down to 10 mins most in one week.

and that says alot..

the demand for our group is well.. overwhelming. i do wish the times i can freely go out, i took that freedom for granted.

like damn, when will i get to defend jamie in a petty girly fight again? more over when can i meet her.

i wish to introduce her to the dreamies, most likely jaemin. both are introverted crackheads, i bet they will vibe well together.

i guess this is normal, i did work hard for this didnt i? i sacrificed so much for this, but how come everything is coming down to one thing. even the reason i did will come back to this one thing, this one thing that meant the world to me.

the world where everything revolves around jamie...