cries in neglectance | yjh • lsm

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Yoon Jamie

its already the end of july, and damn alot of things has happend.

ONE: the promotional period for seventeen's comeback was cut into like 94839293028392 parts.

TWO: i finally saw the infamous jeno lee that was long forgotten on stage. i also did some research in my free time, which wasnt much honestly.

they were really great artists, jisung was definitely happy about the fact that he saw me there. in which i had to meet everyone there, the guy jeno was with in the cafe was jaemin, and i really liked renjun's two toned hair, he looks like a goddess for some reason.

mark randomly gave me a watermelon after we came back to continue the schedule, apparently they were performing for a good one month, according to haechan they were having a repackaged album. chenle kept teasing jisung for the nickname i had given him, and well jeno was awkward as fuck.

no need to be weird jeno lee we were together half the time before..

i just kept a smile at them since our time together was pretty short despite seeing each other along the halls atleast 20 times everyday.

THREE: the boys renewed their contract, which is all fun- also means that their long gone dating ban, is well.. long gone. that non-existant rule in their company has been strengthen, and the others have been begging me to call a few of my non-existant friends that are not obssessed with kpop idols to meet with them.

everyone there is a pandemic, we might have to choose carats for this one.

sebongs: 0
carats: 1

ㅁㅁㅁ

i opened the door of my apartment, with 13 boys running in. some going inside the kitchen to find more food, others rushing to the tv to plug in the play station they newly bought just for this purpose. some went in to jeonghan's bedroom to rest, which left me with arthur kyeom fixing the pairs upon pairs of shoes with his toes.

"so what do you plan to do?" i ask him as i tap his back, sending mental messages to just leave the shoes and enter the house.

i enter fully heading to my room, thankfully dokyeom hyung got the gist and followed me.

"i actually wanted to ask you something." he said closing the door behind him.

as i place my bag on my vanity, i take a cotton pad and make-up balm remover in my hands heading to the bathroom.

"shoot out!" i say as i keep the bathroom door open, this usually takes about three mins for me so i dont need to keep him waiting.

"i ask permission from your brother already, i um- i actually want to court you, ever since 2016.."

"you asked permission about what?" i ask as i get out of the bathroom, not hearing the latter part of his so called monologue.

"no its fine, its nothing. maybe next time!" he smiles at me

"oh okay! stay here if you want to, i'll make sure nothing is broken or burnt around the house." he laughs as i close the door.

what was that..