cries in neglectance | yjh • lsm

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Yoon Jamie

leo season already started, and yet i feel like its still february. break will soon end in a month time.

jeonghan has been going home with me sometimes when his schedule ends early or he is on break himself.

the long gone jeno has been dead, no contacts, no traces at all. i do hope he debuts because his presence for this long has been an over extended breakdown for me.

im just feeling my zone in my room, with a music box slowly spinning with tunes gracefully playing. i picked up a new hobby and it has been another escape mechanism whenever im too lazy to get out of this house.

bracelet making.

i have done different kinds and techniques but beaded bracelets have been my favorite. i have put on so much time and energy in it that i have a full on drawer dedicated for it.

meanwhile, the yoon jeonghan has been complaining that everywhere he went he would see the same girl that claims to be my friend. he would beg me to tell this friend to stop, when really i dont know who this is.

i mean jeno isnt a girl so i was stuck, stuck for awhile then remembered the tacky girl sooheok.

i have been busy up in my own world that the devil himself showed up, myself not noticing.

"hello? earth down to jamie" he waved his hand on my face, quickly pinching my cheeks after.

i came back to my senses, "oh hi!" i giggled. jeonghan and i have been better, from two souls that are connected by blood to a maniac psychotic duo.

"its my friend's birthday tomorrow, i was wondering if you wanted to hangout with them today and surprise him together?" he asked with a small grin

"today? sure will we be sleeping there or are we going home till midnight?" i ask

"i wanted you to meet everyone before the surprise so that you wont be awkward with anyone. also i didnt think that deep into this-" his small grin was now replaced into a questionable look.

i laugh at his sudden change in emotion. "its fine han! you can definitely think about it by the day passes" i say patting his head, handing him a newly made bracelet converted into an anklet.

it will be a roller coaster ride today..