cries in neglectance | yjh • lsm

Epilogue

in an unexpected turn on her high school journey, her brother became famous as ever. with their on demand handsome faces, she was left nothing but obssessive girls, and gossips.

as fast as that hit her, it quickly drove by her. coming up with witty excuses, that came to slightly bug her brother, but nonetheless, helpful for her peace and quiet.

peace and quiet, was once something she never thought would come upon her. a childhood friend that was once a brother became a stranger. the slow pace they both took, was a roller coaster slowly climbing up before its disastrous fall. both took by surprise, the lost in contact, the not so sudden departure, took both of them speechless.

she was all alone, not until she found hersef 12 more brothers. for a few months she would hang out with them, in context she was another member. her once turned inside-out extrovert came back to life. with every single corner of their apartment lit up by something different, someone new.

once she got settled in, she got too comfortable. meeting unexpected guests, getting to know unexpected facts. she was either in cloud nine, or down six feet under. she would rather stay in bed all day long, or compose herself at work and proceed to exclaim how she wanted to just bury herself alive.

everything felt too fast for her, yet the journey they were taking was far much longer. their hours was her miliseconds, their days were her minutes. a span of one year was just a single day to her.

she was scared of the future, she was actually an introverted person who needed love and attention. and although many things pass by her, one thing kept her company.

her tears.

her tears of laughter,

her tears of joy.

her tears sadness,

her tears that holds much more emotion than one can describe.

all the shit that has come to her always lead to one thing, everything but tears.

although it might sound concerning, it gave her comfort. comfort because no one knew, and no one should know.

at times she questions her existance, her standing. she was constantly reminded of how cruel the world is, but is also shown light through one person.

her new boyfriend, dokyeom. although they have met years ago, this sunshine of a man only confessed not so recently. a year ago, exactly.

with her finally getting the stable job at their company, their relationship was inseperable. the relationship between her real brother, 11 adoptive brothers, and her boyfriend- all in one circle of friends. quite out standing really.

she was robbed then quickly gifted, with overflowing amounts of presents. she was happy, finally happy.

when everything came crashing down once again..

"jamie!! look i bought this!"

"seok, isnt that hannie's?"

"no, i bought it. so that jeonghan hyung's rock wont be lonely, their houses are beside each other check it out!" pulling jamie out their shared room. dragging her to the living room seeing a few members casually watching tv while jeonghan was busy admiring his rock in one corner.

"what does this mean?" she asks seriously confused towards jeonghan.

"you did this for what?" she asks concernly towards dokyeom.

both men smile at each other not saying anything, suddenly both quietly giggling.

"and you decide to take care of that?!" she says still trying to comprehend everything.

"both of you really.. you guys really make my life harder." she decideds to leave both of them with their respective rocks.

END