My Demons

Chapter 29: Hurricane

A/N: I really wanted to give you guys some insight as to how Misaki is taking Akihiko's sudden disappearance, so I wrote this chapter in his point of view! In the next chapter, there will be a bit of time skip and it will be back to Akihiko's point of view, as will the rest of the chapters. There aren't many more left, can you believe that?! Anyways, enjoy Misaki's side of the story!

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Chapter 29: Hurricane (Bonus Misaki POV Chapter!)

            Why the hell do I run into all these weird situations?! This is all Usagi-san’s fault! All these weird things started happening after I moved in with him! First, I got all these weird feelings; then he started coming onto me; then he somehow decided we were lovers; then I felt even more weird feelings; then I got roped into his work life; now I keep running into these weird members of his family!

            Not only are Usagi-ani and Usagi-chichi super weird, but Usagi-ani keeps telling me that he loves me! He doesn’t even know me! He even went so far as to kidnap me!

            Okay, but that was partly my fault… But I only went to see Usagi-san’s childhood home, which turned out to be a giant mansion! It’s not my fault that I got curious. Usagi-san doesn’t talk much about his past, which for some reason makes me just a little insecure. Since he’s best friends with my brother, he knows everything about me since I was little. I mean, if we’re supposed to be lovers, shouldn’t we know everything about each other?

            “AHHH! I don’t really mean that!” I cried out loud as I ran faster down the street.

            It’s just that my head’s going a little crazy right now after running into Usagi-ani for the millionth time and Usagi-chichi for the first time. There must be some kind of pheromone that my body is emitting that attracts the Usami family… an Usa-mone!! But so far, it only seems to work on men…

            Nii-chan, why me? What’s up with all this? Everything is so weird!! Stupid Usagi… This is all his fault!

            No… Usagi-san had nothing to do with whatever is happening with his family. He may be responsible, at least somewhat, for those other things, but he doesn’t control what Usagi-ani and Usagi-chichi do.

            As I continued walking home and thinking about Usagi-san, I kept replaying what he said to me this morning over and over in my head. I didn’t understand why he would say that. It wasn’t like him at all to say that, or even think that. I thought that he loved me and liked having me around… I was so confused because just the other day he said that he would lock me away if I ever tried to leave him.

            Oh yeah… He was being really weird the other day too – after what happened with Sumi-senpai. He kept yelling that he loved me over and over again. And then he didn’t say anything when we had sex. I didn’t understand what he was so worried about. He never did tell me. He never tells me anything!

            Why won’t Usagi-san tell it to me straight? I wish he’d come out and tell me… I mean, what does he want me to do?

            That’s it! As soon as I get home, I have to be up front with him and demand to know what’s going on with him. If it’s something I’ve done, then I can fix it! I don’t want to be troublesome for Usagi-san. I just want to help him. Maybe I should tell him that I ran into Usagi-chichi as well. Or maybe not since that will just create more trouble for him…

            “No matter what thoughts you have in your heart, they mean nothing if they don’t get across to the other person.” Those words that Usagi-chichi said to me keep running through my mind as well. It reminds me of how often Usagi-san tells me that he loves me every day.