you gave me everything I'd ever need
I'm sorry I couldn't in return
I lied that sunny afternoon in bed
I think you knew that
I miss when your voice was a lullaby
instead of a gunshot to the heart
I promise to never forget the immense warmth
in my soul from you
I'm sorry I didn't forgive you
but I didn't deserve the peace of getting over it
I hope your stormy days end
and the sunny ones are endless
thank you for believing in me
on the days where I couldn't stop the tears
if there is any smile brighter than the sun
it has to be yours
I let you in too many times
you took advantage of me just as many
I'm sorry for the time I almost kissed you
I know we were both drunk
I love you
I'll miss you
YOU ARE READING
Brain Dump
PoesíaIf I write a poem, it goes here. A collection of thoughts, dreams, fears, and whatever else I see in my brain. TW: mentions of sexual assault, suicide, depression, anxiety, self harm
