Secret.
What does it even?
Google defines the word as;
not known or seen or not meant to be known or seen by othersAnd that's what he was. A secret.
Not meant to be known or seen by others.
But he wanted to be seen and known.
"No."
That was what he always said.
No...
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Changbin rolls in bed, turning on his side and staring at the sleeping male in front of him.His hand delicately lands on the warm cheek. Rubbing it softly and staring at the other in awe.
How he loved the other with all his heart. How he puts in the effort and affection for him and only him.
He couldn't help but smile as he thinks to the good memories they have and share.
But then there are those rough ones.
Changbins smile falters.
He hated those memories. Even if it did make them strong, they still hurt.
"Good morning my prince."
Changbin looks at the other. Realizing he was lost in his thoughts for minutes.
"Morning,,," Changbin whispers back with a soft smile.
Chan leans in and kisses him, their lips chapped from the nights sleep.
Pulling away and automatically licking them to give them some moisture.
"Are you okay?" Chan asks as he pulls the other close to him.
Changbin shifting in his hold and nodding a bit, his hands between their chests, taking interest in them instead.
"Of course,,, why wouldn't I be?" Changbin softly spoke.
"Because you're still hung up on what I said last night."
That's right. Changbin is hung up about last night.
"I'm not." He lies.
Chan sighs and kisses the top of his bed head.
"Just,,, just hold on for a little longer, please..."
Changbin bites his lip and nods.
He was always going to be Chan's little secret.

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Secret (ChanChang)
Fanfiction"Will I always be a secret?" "Not always,,,, but for now." -- Cover Credits: @hyukaluvvv No disrespect to Chan and Changbin No disrespect to Stray Kids No disrespect to JYPE EVERYTHING IS FICTIONAL