Hating Loving You

Chapter - 15

Mia Pov-

Sitting on the car sit I still couldn't believe Vaarin had forced me into all this even though I haven't said yes in words but I don't have any option. But one thing I'm very sure about is all feelings I had for him have now completely vanished. It didn't go away when I knew about his real intention but now he has seriously made me helpless.

BUT
What will he make me do as his girlfriend?

If he wanna just give me a tag as his girlfriend then it's better than him and me doing all the couple shit.

Fuck him if he expects me to follow his order and be a nice girlfriend, hell with it.

I still can't digest the fact I'm in a relationship, that too forced one.

It was something I never wanted and least expected.

But I am doing it for my family and friends, I will try to not let it affect them.

I looked outside the window as we reached my building which had the hard afternoon sunlight on it. I haven't said a word to him after what had happened. Whatever he asked me I replied without the words.

Another question in my mind is-

When will he let me leave this unwanted and forced relationship?

If Vaarin thinks he can force me to be with him always then he is wrong, I will try my best to find a way out of it. But fucking how?

I opened the car but I found it locked.

"Today, I'm letting it go Mia but in couples interaction, communication is the main thing. If we don't talk then we won't be able to solve the differences between us" Vaarin sounded like a smart, calm boyfriend not at all a person who has just given me a gun to kill me.

The fact I would have died hours back is still so foreign to me.

I scoffed before replying "Oh really" I folded my hands and looked at him, being vexed by him.

And asked him in a mocking tone "You want me to talk with the person who just told me to die or worse, told me that he will kill my loved ones, I don't know about you but I detest those people who force themselves on others' life"

I looked at him for any reaction. Even though I was not enough aware of his anger, but I had a feeling it wasn't any good but I wanted to piss him off. He had me go on a rollercoaster ride of my emotions and I'm anything but happy!

"Listen, Mia, I understand-" His calm voice bothered me more

"Oh you understand, then please note you should have been understanding before you had given me the gun"

"Mi-" I didn't let him complete nor did I let the sadness in his voice affect me.

Maybe, like maybe his act is making him feel guilty now but-

I don't think he is even feeling guilty.

"You should have been understanding before putting my loved ones life on the stake" I was kind of screaming by now "for just making me say yes for being your girlfriend, you know what just shove your understanding in your a-" "MIA" His loud and angry voice shut me up.

"If I'm not saying that doesn't mean I can't do anything so think before you say anything" he warned

"Do you really expect me to have some respect for you Vaarin and really be yours like nothing happened?" I questioned back in a soft voice.

"You have to, you need to Mia" I looked at him still not believing him "otherwise you know what I can do"

I didn't care about how he said that but what he said pierced my heart again.