Hating Loving You

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Hey hey guys!

Most of you might know, I'm 15!
Which makes me be in class 10th..

I couldn't really write the next chapter because of preparing for my pre-boards, which are starting from tomorrow, and then I have to complete my notebooks also.

Ugh you guys won't believe yesterday I was wandering around in market with my mom so to compensate that I studied from 12am to 5am..

I'm again planning to pull an all nigher today!

I'm sacred, you know after almost two years offline exams and all. I don't know when ever I try to build the confidence it shatters soo--!

And IDK if any 10th or 12th graders are here or not, ya I was saying our boards are starting from 30th November also. I really want to score well - either above 85 or 90 %
But :') :') my father said I should atleast score 98%...

You know I can be a person on whom peer pressure doesn't really affect positively but negatively so I just stopped giving thought to all negative thoughts.

Slowly slowly I'm trying to be more positive and happy, like I think I should believe postive thoughts bring postive energy and maybe the thoughts come true and all!

So ya after this long a** ranting, I wanna say that I would be putting this story on hold!

Okay not maybe complete hold but like one or two updates in the whole November, maybe...

No no don't except one in this month, why? Bcs my pre boards are till 30th Oct and then it's diwali...

I'm even planning to get more tution, like the forced one aren't helping me because I not do the things I'm forced into- please no comments on it.

I soooo badly wanted to get this book done before this new year but I fear it won't be!

Please have patience, if you wanna leave then I mean okay
But if you still stay - you already have my heart ❤️

Plus just having this book in your private (online) library won't even hurt . Just saying!
I just don't wanna lose any of you!!

I know many of you would be wishing me good luck , and all Positive things. Trust me I read them but didn't had time and words to reply, so you will probably get replied my emojis!

Thank you in advance!! 💕💕💕
Always lot's of love 🌼💗💞

Yours only,
J  🍃✨ (20/10/21)

Editt ( 28/11/21) --
For new readers
There one chapter already uploaded!!
Can't really tell about the coming updates.
Being honest, I don't see myself writing any new updates in coming future!

And I'm, ha ha ha, so ready to lose the readers!

I can obv get it, I'm a reader too. Doesn't matter how big ones heart, or for the matter of fact I'm talking about your heart.

I completely understand it, and trust me the blame is on me.

Do whatever makes you happy it will make me happy!
In fact I won't be sad if I don't get that much reads, now I write because I like it! :)

Like my book has reached freaking how many K viewss??? Damn I don't even remember but I think it's a huge number, at least forrr meee...

Can't be more fucking grateful!

Dang, I cursed after a long time!!!

Anyway
xx
Love you ❤️❤️