Lawlight

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L's POV

He really is serious this time. "Do you understand that this is a very serious confession to make Light-kun."

He kept his hands and arms tight when he spoke "Yes! I need to do this so you can stop me!" He let go of me and held me by the shoulders. Staring me right in the eye. "I'm tired lying about everything. To you, to myself." My heart was pounding so hard. My throat felt weird.

Light kept staring at me "I enjoyed working with you so much I was afraid of loosing you, I didn't want things to end" Light...

He put his forehead on mine holding my shoulders with his hands. He was so close. "When I look inside of myself I can see Kira. I was so much like him before I met you. My life has changed so much since you came into it." I felt this hands squeezing me a little.

"At first I was irritated that you could see through the mask I created but...I realized I was waiting for someone to see the real me. I found you Ryuzaki" His eyes teared up as he looked down breaking eye contact.

I've never seen Light like this. "Even if you hate me for everything I've done, the time I spent with you is enough for me." He looked at my eyes again and smiled while tears were coming down his cheeks "I'm grateful, Ryuzaki"

I reached to wipe his tears from his cheeks. "There's so much I want to do with you Ryuzaki, I can't watch you leave again....

please...stay."

I wiped his tears. "I've always known you were Kira, I waited night after night for you to remember." Light looked at me a little shocked. "But that doesn't change what I feel about Light Yagami."

He held my hand in mid air. He looked suprised and his eyes were still tearing up. "I've had previous nightmares...? Why didn't you tell the others? Why are you still here when you know what a monster I am?"

I blushed a little. "I'm not going to turn my back on you Light-kun. There are many things I do not agree with...And I can't condone the lifes you've taken." This was the first time I've expressed myself this openly...To light...

He squeezed my hand. "Ryuzaki..." I continued "I need you on my side Light. So no more fighting. We need to be together on this." He looked at me with his cheeks having a little tint of red on them and promised me he would never leave my side.

Light stopped smiling before he talked "But you still didn't answer my question, why are you going this far to help me?"

I just sat there without saying anything as Light continued "Your work is everything to you. Why would you willing to rlsk everything to help me?"

I broke eye contact and stared at the side of the bed letting Light's hand go. I was sure my face was all red now. I felt my heart squeeze inside me. It was getting hard to breathe and talk. That is a question much more harder to answer. There isn't any explanation thay would make sense. I know the consequences to my actions but I still...

I couldn't explain my feelings like Light did I thought to myself. "Ryuzaki, in my dream when you died, I felt like the whole world ended for me. I felt alone. That was the first time I've ever felt like that"

I looked at Light. Maybe... There is a way that I could tell him... I moved towards Light and put my lips on his left cheek. I then leaned into his ear "I apologise and I'm embarrased to admit thats the only thing I can do to answer all those questions you've asked me" Light stood still. "You are correct my work was everything, it was my world to me but... I can no longer see myself in a world you're not in."

He grabbed my arm and we were face to face again. "Ryuzaki... Am I really that important to you?" His other hand moved towards my cheek and he got closer "I only needed to hear that from you." His lips were a little away from mine as he moved closer and closer.

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I was blushing so hard as I put my finger on his lips "I meant it when I said that was all I know." Light looked at me confused. "...I don't know how..." He kissed my hand then looked up to me "It's okay Ryuzaki, I can show you."

I leaned forward "Yes..Please do...Show me." I felt his lips on mine as I closed my eyes. They were softer than any cake I've eaten. He kissed me deeply and cuffed his hands on my cheeks. He broke of the kiss and left me with the feeling of his lips still lingering on mine.

"Okay? Ryuzaki?" I looked at him and smiled a little "You're not so sweet Light-kun but I liked it." He closed his eyes as he spoke "I've been waiting to do that for so long."

I closed my eyes aswell " I wouldn't mind doing it again if thats okay with you. It might require a few more tries before I master it." Light chuckled and held me again "As many times you want.." He leaned closer and closer "..L" and pushed his lips onto mine.