Steve arrived at my house. I was eating popcorn when he came in. I handed some over to him.
"So Nelly,why did u look like crap today at school. Your usual smile wasn't there". I told him everything that had happened. Steve asked me out once but I turned him down because of Rowan. So he knew about Rowan.
"He had the nerve to cheat on you?. How could he". He asked as if I knew the answers to those questions.
I tried my best not to cry again but my eyes didn't concur with me. I started shedding tears.
"It's fine Nelly. It'll be okay"? He said while hugging me. I immediately kissed him and he didn't stop too. I needed someone to get Rowan out of my head and Steve seemed to be the option here. Someone once told me the best way to cure your heart break was to get someone to get it off your mind. Our kiss grew to something else. I straddled him this time and continued making out with him. "I'm sorry Steve,I didn't mean to k...." He shut me off by kissing me again. I didn't feel the usual way I do whenever I tasted Rowan's lips. There were no tingles in my stomach,hi butterfly dancing inside my stomach causing me to continue kissing him. The feeling with Steve was neutral.
"It's getting late Steve,you have to start going". I said to him.
"It's fine,I can stay here for the night with you,that's if you'll agree". I needed to get Rowan off my mind. If this is gonna be the only way I'll do it.
"Sure. Make yourself comfortable,I'll prepare the room for you". I said and left him alone in my sitting room. I prepared the visitor's room for him.
It was time to sleep. I showed him to his room. As I was about leaving I kissed him goodnight on his lips. I could tell he wanted more of me. More of us,but I don't want but I don't want it as much as I want Rowan. I miss him. There was no feeling of wanting more of. Steve. I wanted Rowan,but he doesn't deserve me. I left Steve. I had my bath and laid on my bed. I couldn't stop thinking about him.Rowan. I looked at the pictures we took together in my phone. I deleted them immediately. I needed a fresh start. A life without him. I switched off my lamp and slept off.
Author's note
Very short chapter,I promise to make it longer in my next chapter
Love ya
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Would You Be Mine Again
RomanceShe fell in love with him deeply,no doubt he was in love with her too. But he lost her to someone whom she thought loved her, because she needed someone to turn to. He was there for her so she fell in love. Will she go back to her lost one? ...
