Would You Be Mine Again

~Twenty-one~

This past few months my relationship life has been hell,but safe to say I'm happy now. I can now be with my love.
I texted Rowan to inform him I was spending time with him this weekend,he was happy to hear it. 

I went to my house to get some clothes I'll be needing. I was excited about being with him after this few months of being away from him.
I arrived at his house and I knocked. I was happy to have him back. He opened the door immediately. My man was shirtless,he had only sweatpants on. My eyes trialed his defined muscles, down to his triceps and biceps,to his six packs and the V line leading to his dick.
I couldn't help but stare continuously, forgetting I was standing right in front of him. He snapped his fingers,I immediately came back to my reality.
"Are you okay baby?" He said smirking.
I was shy now. He led me inside the house.
"Guess what". I said turning to face immediately I walked into his house.
"What baby". He asked like he doesn't know what I'm talking about.
"I've broken up with him. I mean Steve. I ended the relationship today". I said squeezing my hands behind my back and smiling.
"Are you for real?". So your mine now". He said while walking towards me. He grabbed my ass.
"Not so sure about that. You didn't ask me out". I smirked.
"Do you really need to hear it. You know I want you. Would you be mine again?". I couldn't help but blush. He's asking me out again. I didn't have to say yes,I stretched and kissed him like it was the last time. We kissed and touch ourselves,leaving no part of our body untouched. He carried me up so my legs were around his waist,while he supported me by holding my butt. We kissed each other vigorously. It was the best kiss ever. We stopped kissing. "I love you Nelly and I'm changing for you". I was happy to hear that.

We still had to talk about our sex life,I was now getting scared and nervous. I waited till when we were about to sleep. He prepared dinner for me and we had our bath together,and yes we continued our make out in the bathroom. I wore another of his shirt. I looked sexy on it,since it was very short. We laid on the bed,he was cuddling me. I didn't want to pull away from him. I felt like I've missed him for so long and I have this time to make out for it.
This was the best time to talk about it."Rowan". I called him, "yes babe, anything else?".
"Are you still going to wait till whenever I'm ready for sex?".
"Yes, I will. I won't force you now on it and I want you to make your decisions so you won't regret doing it. I don't want you having regrets,okay". I nodded,I was pleased to hear him say this.
We just laid down there in silence. His phone rang,it was a girl calling him. He quickly rejected the call. I was beginning to feel insecure, but I chose to remain silent about it. It rang again,but he declined it. I was getting angry now.
"Goodnight Rowan".
"Goodnight love. I love you". He kissed my forehead and pulled me closer to him.

I woke up the next morning,but he was still asleep. I wanted to check his phone but I got scared, and I didn't want to get angry or make him feel like I don't trust him. But I had to be sure I had my boyfriend all to myself. I took his phone and went through his messages and call logs. I was shocked with what I saw. He was dating her, when we broke up,but they've broken up. He didn't tell me about it. I was getting upset now. I kept his phone and stood up from the bed. "Good morning babe".
"Good morning".
"Did you sleep well?".
"Yes I did". I wasn't happy,but I needed to talk to him about it. "Rowan,can I ask you something".
"Yes love".
"Do you promise to be honest?".
"Yes I will".
"Who's Cassie?". His face changed immediately. "She's nothing,don't worry about her".
"No,tell me,where you dating her?".
"Yes,I was. When you left me. But trust me we aren't together anymore."
"Did you have sex with her?".I was so curious.
"Yes,we did". I became sad now,I didn't know he noticed. "I'm sorry. I'm yours now. I promise".
"Why didn't you tell me earlier. I told you about Steve, didn't I?". I was so upset now.
"You did, but we aren't dating anymore so I didn't want to bother you about it,I promise. I'm sorry".
"It's fine Rowan. I don't just want to share my boyfriend, I want you all to myself,and please babe no more lies and secret. I want to be able to trust you again wholeheartedly". I was shy when saying this though.
"No more lies and secrets I promise you". I believed everything he said. I hugged him feeling relieved.