Bite My Tongue BVB and YMAS fanfic

Truth is a terrible thing

Dan's P.O.V

WOW!! , I was sat on the sofa playing back in my head what had happened only a hour ago with Kasie, it was the definition of perfect , everything about her was perfect , i would honestly die for this girl she was my whole world. I know some people may call me crazy for falling for her so fast , but i would call myself love struck.

She had now been talking in the kitchen with Ashley for around half an hour , i wonder what they could be talking about?. Everyone else was busy talking away with one another and every now and then i would catch Raven looking at me with a sort of pitiful saddened look which made me confused , did she know something that i didn't? , something that made her pity me.

I was getting tired of waiting for Kasie so i thought that i would go and see what was taking her and Ashley so long. I quietly made my way to the kitchen , the door was slightly open so i could hear what they were both saying and i had a clear view of Kasie , she had a look of guilt spread across her face , seriously what is it with everyone today they all had a different kind of sad emotion on their face. But what had Kasie done , to then feel guilty over it?.

"Please Kasie i really like you and i don't mean in like a friend sort of way" I heard Ashley say to her while placing his hand on her fore arm.

"I'm sorry Ashley but i just can't ok and you know that" she sounded so weak and vulnerable

"So yesterday and the night before last meant nothing to you?" He sounded angry and what was he going on about?

"Please Ashley don't i really like you and i don't want you to hate me , i want us to be friends" She was on the verge of crying i could tell by the way her eyes had become red and she was trying so hard to fight them back , i wanted so much to just barge in to the kitchen and hold her to me and tell her everything was going to be ok , but if i did that then it would mean that i would probably never know what they are talking about. So i just stuck it out a little longer and tried not to look at her tears.

"Kasie , listen i really like you ok and I'm not going to deny it , when we had sex i felt something for you , didn't you?"

WHAT THE FUCK THEY HAD SEX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! . I was beyond fuming , how could she , she knew how i felt about her , but she obviously didn't care about me because she went and had sex with Ashley and then today she had sex with me.

"Did you feel anything between us Kasie? come on you must of we had sex 3 times , nearly four" He was pleading for her to respond yes.

I couldn't take it anymore i charged in to the kitchen making Kasie let out a little scream , fear was all that i could see in her eyes , she was scared of me.

"HOW COULD YOU?!!"  I shouted at her through gritted teeth

"I I I I -errrm I'm r-really Ss-sorry" She finally stuttered out

"OH YES I CAN SEE THAT YO ARE REALLY SORRY ARN'T YOU , BECAUSE YOU WENT AND HAD SEX WITH ASHLEY 3 TIMES , NOT ONCE BUT 3 TIME AND THEN TO TOP IT ALL OFF YOU WENT AND HAD SEX WITH ME BEFORE , KNOWING WHAT YOU DID!!"  She stood as still as a statue while i shouted at her , she never shed one single tear , her face was emotionless , she was trying to hide what she was really feeling.

"You had sex with Dan this morning?" Ashley asked her sounding hurt.

She turned to look at him and nodded slowly , looking ashamed of herself , like she was nothing.

He opened his mouth to say something but shut it again , i guess he couldn't really say anything i think that i would be the same if i was in Ashley's position.

"I'm sorry" her words came out small whispers

"But your not are you?" Ashley spat at her

She turned an even paler colour , she looked towards him , she looked as if she was going to vomit everywhere.

"I am though , i am so sorry"

Once she had said that she rushed out of the kitchen , pushing past Raven and the rest of them who must of come to the kitchen when they heard me shouting. Raven didn't look shocked , it was then i worked out why she had been giving me the pitiful look before , because she had known all about Kasie being with Ashley and then she had somehow worked out what me and Kasie had done before , Kasie had once told me that Raven could tell when someone had just had sex , i told her that i didn't believe her but now i knew that she was telling the truth.

Kasie's P.O.V

I ran for my life , i pushed past everyone that was stood in the kitchen door way wondering what all of the shouting was about , why the hell couldn't my life just be nice and simple like in the fairytales?.

It felt like i had been running for ages , i was breathing heavily and sweating, I probably looked like a right mess. I walked over to a bench that was over the road  i threw myself on it , taking the pressure off my tired aching feet.

It felt like my heart was going to pump out of my chest, I sat there for a while just taking in my surroundings , little children were playing on the slide and the swings that were in the park on the other side of the road , i bet to the parents i looked like some sick pervert spying on their kids. So i quickly looked away and pulled out my phone where i saw i had 3 missed calls and 2 messages all off of Raven.

Raven to Kaise - Wat the hell happened , r u ok?

Raven to Kasie - Answer ur fucking phone or i will beat ur damn arse , u need to come bk to the house Kasie , things arn't gonna sort themselves out , u need to learn to stop running from ur problems!!.

I looked at the phone like it was an alien , how ever much i hated to admit it Raven was right ,i always ran away from my problems or when i couldn't handle something , i knew that i would have to face Dan and Ashley again and by sitting here i was probably making it worse and the pain last longer.

I hauled myself off of the bench and started to walk back to the house , my head down i was ashamed of myself , how could i do that to them?. I didn't just hurt Dan and Ashley i had  probably hurt the rest of them , knowing that i had hurt one of the best friends.

When i arrived back at the house i just stared at it , i couldn't bring myself to even step in the garden let alone knock on the door and then walk in , trying to explain myself , how could i explain myself , there was nothing i could say to defend myself , i was a heart breaking bitch and i could totally understand if none of them never wanted to talk to me again , even Raven.

After a while of standing there i decided i would sit on the wall outside until i could face knocking on the door and face my death. I was sat there for about 5 minutes when i felt someone next me.

I looked to my side to see Andy sat there , with a small smile on his face.

"You fucked up this time  haven't you?" He suddenly said breaking the silence.

" Big style" I said nearly chocking on my words

"Why did you do it Kasie?"

"I don't know , i was upset about Dan , he was messing with my head by sending me all these charms and stuff and then that day in Costa Ashley was being so nice to me , i guess it was that i was confused about everything , Ashley took me back to his and it just kind of happened" I said weakly , trying to explain it as best i could.

"He's fucking heart broken!" Andy said , slight anger in his voice , i could tell he was trying not to lash out at me.

" I know , and that's why I'm going to make everything better"

"How though? How are you going to make this all better Kasie? , you don't have a time machine you carn't take back what you did"

I knew what Andy was trying to say , i knew that i couldn't change what happened ,but i knew how i could change the way that the future planned out. I shimmied off of the wall and walked to the front door , Andy close behind me , i opened the door and made my way in to the front room , everyone looked at me , they all looked either angry or pissed off to the limit.

" Listen i know that you all hate me and what i did , and if i could i would turn back time and do everything differently , but i can't so the only way that i can make this better is if i  ........