I nervously poured cereal into a bowl trying not to make eye contact with Loki. "How are you this morning" the voice startled me but I looked up and it was Steve I smiled "not bad mr muscles" we both chuckled. "Ah Y/n the person I was looking for" Tony walked in "I've decided that yor going to have a roommate- Y/n meet Peter, Peter meet y/n" "hi Y/n I've heard a lot about you and I have to say I think your awesome!" "Aww thanks kid nice to meet my new roommate"I walked back to put the cereal away but I felt a hand grab me and pulled me into a dark closet. "Ahh" I screamed "shhhhhh" said a familiar voice "Nat?" The light was switched on and there stood Nat eagerly "Tell is EVERYTHING" she said excitedly "what are you talking about?" I said slightly nervous "oh come on we know you slept with Loki ;)" I heard footsteps outside so I lowered my voice "what! No I definitely didn't you've got the wrong girl, your delusional" "oh seriously quit playing dumb Y/n" "ok ok fine I did" "yes! So how was it?" She said with a smirk "it was ok but I don't know something felt off." I didn't want to tell Nat what happened afterwards so I just stayed quiet. "Let me guess it would've been better with Bucky...." She creeped "WHAT NO NO I mean I- I don't- you kno- UGH. Goodbye Nat" I slipped out the door and heard laughters coming form inside. I mean seriously me and Bucky?- no way I don't like him like that definitely not...
It was Raining a lot so I decided to stay in and watch Netflix in my room "hmmm AHS or... oooo shameless- perfect." I sunk into my silk sheets but however many episodes or shows i watch I couldn't help but have a sort of burning feeling in my stomach about last night- I felt a lump in my throat but I heard a knock on the door so I had to swallow it. "Come in." The door creaked open and there stood Bucky, he'd obviously been out in the rain as drips of water slid of his messy hair- my god. "What is it Bucky?" I said "Y/n... did you and Loki have sex?" My heart sunk he had a tone of disgust in his voice- as well as anger "what- I-..." I looked up at him "Why would you care if I did anyway?" Why should I have to explain myself to him? "I don't. But seriously, Loki- are you're standards really that Low?" Stated Bucky "Excuse me but I enjoyed myself Thankyou." He looked a little sadder now. I felt bad- but why? I hadn't done anything wrong. I felt the lump come back up my throat but no way- I was not about to cry in front of the wiener soldier... he inched towards me and I wanted to back away but I felt myself being pulled towards him like a magnet. As of now we were a few inches away from each other. "I don't have to explain myself to you" I said trying to ease the tension. "No... you don't." He said with a smirk he put his finger on the edge my chin and lifted my head up so I was facing him. In that moment out lips almost touched but we were interrupted when I heard a voice "there's a meeting downstairs in 5"Tony said in a sharp tone "yep we'll be there." I said with an awkward smile and thumbs up- What was I doing!? Bucky gave me a weak smile before leaving the room and I was sat there alone on the edge of my bed thinking about what just happened- or what would have happened. It's not like i didn't want to kiss him- I did, I wanted to smash my lips against his and kiss him until we can't breath and I think about it so much that It drives me crazy.
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RomanceY/n is a girl with a terrifying past and a longing emptiness inside of her. She wants to learn to love, her heart pleads for it and her body craves it. Bucky Barnes is a man with many secrets- one In particular, He's not kind or vulnerable, that wa...