I belong to him {buckyxreader}

20~ Late nights

~Y/n POV~

The whole night we were laughing, drinking and just having fun. I can't believe I went from hating this man to finally realising he's one of the most- maybe the most genuine and pure person I've ever met. The night was going so fast I didn't even notice the time.

"Bucky..." I looked at him with concern "yes doll?" He had such a warm look on his face "it's eleven, the restaurants closing in 30 minutes!" We both looked around we were the last people left. Bucky turned back to me "So you're telling me we've been talking for 3 hours and we haven't even bought dessert?" I couldn't help but laugh. I tried my best to keep quiet but I think the wine had slightly gotten to my head. "3 hours and I still feel like I could eat your arm!" I gasped for breaths to form the sentence. Bucky laughed along with me obviously not drunk but still I had never seen him laugh this much, I liked it a lot he should do it more. "Hey Y/n" I finally stopped laughing "hey Bucky" I was acting like a schoolgirl this is why I don't like getting drunk. "You want to order pizza at my place?" I swear i sobered up a little at his words- his place? "Your place?" He was unfazed "yeah, why not?" If I'm honest all I wanted to do was watch movies and talk with him so fuck it why not? I chucked him the keys "You're driving."

Bucky's apartment was a bit larger than mine and the decorations were very modern. He had 2 bathrooms one was an en suit in his bedroom and there was a small living room decorated with little plants and a book shelf connected to the kitchen.

"Bucky your apartment is beautiful! I always thought you lived in Stark's tower." I slumped down on the sofa "I stay over at Starks when I need to, this is my home." I was about to say something but my stomach got there before me "I should probably order that pizza soon." He laughed "Two for me!" I was starving even though the food at the restaurant was good there wasn't much of it.

We sat down on the sofa and started talking about random topics and somehow that led to the topic of special abilities aka super powers. "So Y/n, you can make people do shit with your mind right?" I shook my head laughing "it's not that simple." His head slightly tilted forward "why not?" "We'll I have to make physical contact with the person at least once if I want to control their mind. I can't just use it on a random person in the street." His eyebrows arched with a confused look. "Then how did you control all this men at the party?" My heart stopped for a second "what?" I tried to act calm but I could see he noticed "Y/n. You can tell me anything." I looked him right in the eye I could tell he genuinely meant it and that I could trust him But I still felt uneasy. "You promise?" I could feel a lump in my throat but I swallowed it back down. "I promise." His words made me feel safe. I wanted to talk to him tell him everything. "Those weren't just any men. They were hydra." Bucky's stare was intense "what?" He sounded confused and angry "That's how I got my abilities Bucky, it was Hydra. They murdered my mother and took me away from my home." Bucky was completely silent I couldn't even look him in the eye "they did experiments on me, abused me, scarred me. I knew the men because they were the ones that tortured me, they were at the party to take me away again." I took down the straps of my dress to reveal scars all over my stomach and chest. All he did was stare it was making me even more nervous. "Bucky please say something." He looked back into my eyes I could feel the lump coming back up my throat. Fuck. "Hydra aren't going to touch you again." He placed his hand on my cheek wiping away the small tear. "I'm sorry Bucky I shouldn't have told you that. I know what you've been through with Hydra as well." His hand was now intertwined with mine, the cold metal on my warm skin. "This isn't about me Y/n, Hydra has hurt both of us in ways no one else could understand, but you need to know that all we have is each other now." He was right we both understood each other's pain. He comforts me and I comfort him.

We spent the night eating pizza and talking about life, he knew exactly how to take my mind of things. I feel like I can be myself around him, talk to him about the dumbest shit and he would never judge. "Bucky..." he looked at me then the pizza "One piece left." I smirked at him "it's mine bitch." He lunged forward trying to grab it but I jumped on his back and snatched it off him, I pulled away and fell back on the sofa the pizza slice still in my hand. "I win" he was basically on top of me with his arms on the sofa for support. Our faces were inches away. He started laughing so I joined in with him. I stopped laughing and my face was now somewhat serious- I had never wanted to kiss someone so bad in my life. He moved one hand to my face lifting my chin up and both our lips pushed onto the other. He lifted me up with one swift movement and I was now on his lap our lips still connected. He moved his cold hand onto one of my dress straps, pulling it down. I hesitated and pulled away from the kiss "wait Bucky." He looked up at me moving his hand away.  "Are you ok doll?" I didn't know what to say I had never stopped Edward from doing what he wanted but with Bucky it felt different "Can we wait?" A warm smile appeared on his face. He moved a small piece of my hair and tucked it behind my ear gently. "We can wait till the end of the world if that's what you want Doll."