I belong to him {buckyxreader}

7~ His nightmare

I woke abruptly to the sound of screaming my heart completely shattered I could hear how pained this person was so I walked towards the source of the sound.

I knocked on the door but no one replied all I could hear were screams so I opened the door and there payed Bucky on the floor in a blanket. "Ugh not him" I wanted to walk out and let him be in pain- he deserved- it but something in my mind told me to stay.  I walked over to him he was sfilll asleep. "Bucky?" He kept screaming "Bucky it's Y/n I'm right here it's OK."
He woke up startled his breathing quickened and he couldn't form words "calm down Bucky" I touched his face he was drenched in sweat. He didn't stop this time his breathing got faster "Bucky don't judge me for this" I said hesitantly as I inches closer towards him my lips touched his we kissed for a while and our tongues touched it felt ... great. he pulled me in closer his skin was warm and I put my hands on his muscly chest. As soon as his breathing slowed I pushed away from him we gasped for air  "Y/n?" He said with a slight smile "before you get any ideas Bucky this was the only way I could slow your breathing I... read it somewhere in a magazine" I READ IT SOMEWHERE IN A MAGAZINE what was wrong with me that was the shittest lie I had ever told and usually I was good at lying. "Thankyou" he said glancing up at me with a smile- UGH That smile it's making me act up.

~ Bucky's POV~
I was the winter soldier again. I ran into a room where there was an innocent young man full of life, ready to take on the world "please I didn't see anything I swear" I lifted my gun to his head "no witnesses" I said sternly I pulled the trigger my eyes shot open.

I was on the floor of the room I saw a familiar face leaning towards me- Y/n I was so relieved to see her I tried to form a sentence but I couldn't my breathing was quickened and I felt like I was going to pass out. "Bucky don't judge me for this" she said. I was confused by I saw her inching towards me eyes closed and unexpectedly she kissed me... I was surprised but I couldn't helping kissing her back I had wanted to do that for a long time. I cupped her smooth face with my hands and she placed her fingers on my chest. I wanted to rip her clothes off and fuck her till she couldn't walk but I also just wanted to hold her and kiss her on her cheeks and tell her it was ok as I have heard her having nightmares too but I didn't think she'd want to see me because well- we hate each other. Out tongues intertwined before she pulled away we both gasped for air. She walked out after comforting me and I couldn't help but stay awake and think about her all night. We still hated each other though, of course.